CLOSURE

C1 [He's Back]

Happy new year! 😊
- a message from unregistered number. Hmmm sino kaya toh? Ah! Maybe si Ayanna or si Jess lang toh

I typed and replied "Hi! Happy new year too 😊"

At nagreply siya agad agad. Wow!

"Uy kamusta? Its been years since we talked."

Eh? Who's dis person kaya? Nag isip ako kung sino ba yung tao na di ko nakausap ng ilang taon....
Hmmm......

And one person came into my mind....

"Shan"

Bigla nalang tumunog yung cellphone ko. Tumatawag siya! Anong gagawin ko!!!?

Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago sagutin ang tawag. Daaaamn. After many years. Bakit?

("H-hello.") - he said while stuttering.

When I heard his voice bigla nalang nagflashback lahat. Lahat as in. Kung paano kami nagkakilala at kung bakit kami humantong sa ganto. Naalala ko yung saya na ipinaramdam niya sakin at yung sakit na hanggang ngayon ay nananatili.

"Hi." I said plainly.

("Kamusta?")

Kamusta? After 3 years yan lang sasabihin niya sakin? Wow! Just wow! I remember those days that he left me. I was sooo fvcking devastated that time begging for his attention and for his love. Akala ko pareho kami ng nararamdaman pero hindi. Akala ko lang pala. Ginamit niya lang pala ako.

Okay ako shan. Naging okay ako nung mga panahon na nawala ka. Pero ngayon? Bakit? Bakit ka bumalik?

"Shan, wag na nga tayo maglokohan dito. Bakit ka tumawag?"

Naging mahina ako noon. Nagpaka uto uto ako pero not this time. Hindi na ako yung dating Leigh Anne na pinaikot ikot mo lang.

("Babalik na ko sa Pilipinas bukas and I want to talk to you pag kauwi ko.")

"For what? Im fine, Shan. Wala na tayong dapat pagusapan. You left me and its fvcking fine with me. You see, Im hella good without you."

("No buts. I just..... Want to see you again. To clear things from the past.")

"You mean, you want a Closure?"

("y-yeah")

Napapikit ako ng marinig ko yun. Bakit pa?

This is why I hate closure they keep opening the past. Closure? For what? Para pagusapan kung bakit niya ko sinaktan? Nagpapatawa ba siya? Hindi ko kailangan ng mga dahilan niya. At wala din akong balak pakinggan siya.

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