dekuverse cuz why not (discontinue)

エゴイスト/flower

(i forgot how p.o.v. works so sorry but just know 'i' is me the auther unless told other wise also I said before that the Todoroki were there but it just the sister and brother also due to grapefruit nature I will not include him I feel like it)

i take out my phone and press a bottom on it and then the screen turn on to a black background with the words " エゴイスト/flower" some people started to whisper about what it was going to be.' hmm this seems familer' i thought to my self" WAIT NOOO NOT THIS ONE " i scream without realizing. everyone looked at me with a 'what do you mean' look. "umm so I am very sorry for what you are about to see and can I please send the mothers with the children to the playground area,plz" I says in a desperate way. I give them no time to agree and snapped my finger "ok now that ,that out of the way we can begin but im just going to say some of you will start to cry so if you do don't worry just think of something to comfort you or tissue and it will appear in front of you cuz lord know you all are about to cry a ocean of tears but don't worry after this one I put something funny and this wont scar you " I then mumble "well not that much" those will good hear which are nezu, aizawa, Jiro, and shoji. those people then wide eyed looked at me expect nezu which looked like he had a 'hmmm what going to happen'.

Deku was seen writing a note on his notebook on the edge of the roof sitting down relaxing with one leg on the edge an the other hang off the side of the building. he wrote what he said down as he sang. 'It a life consultation, will you listen to me. Teacher " it then show a backflash to when izuku was asking is he could talk with the teacher but him saying no because what the point in him being alive if he didn't have a quirk and the just slap, beat up, and raped him. it then showed izuku crying on the floor holding his arms tightly and him thinking ' just keep smiling just like all might he always smiling no matter what just prove them wrong and that i can be a hero'

his class was shocked and angry by what the teacher told him and what he did. the teachers could not believe what just happened. 'omg, problem child just what did you go through' ' young midoriya is this how much you idolism me... wait oh no how much pain did he feel that day' ' wait he didn't have everything handed to him... oh no'

" living sick for the most part, please let me withdraw, teacher." it then shows when everyone avoid him like he is a sickness and then him all alone in the bathroom with a razor and a bottle of pills, his usually bright eyes dull looking at the body length mirror with his cuts bleeding and then him slowly wrapping up his thigh and arms.

everyone was started to cry silently thinking ' how could we let this happen' and the teachers were all thinking the same ' we have to check him' two certain blond are now wonder how much damage they cause while a nezu happens to be thinking ' this all happened before UA there was no way anybody could help him and I see why he would need a time to get all of his emotion out by as far as I could tell he never seem to get mad and put a smile on other face and his own but I cant tell if he faking it or not.'                                                                 

"I understand patience in life,do you realize that yet" it showed three different sentence to when he told he couldn't be a hero. The sentences fades in and out fast and then changes every 5 seconds "I sorry izuku im so sorry i wish things were different" " just take a swan dive off the top of the building and hope for a quirk in your next life" " no i don't think you can become a hero not without a quirk"   
"......" everyone was crying and nezu with the people who usually hid their emotion felt a tug on their heart. " living sick for the most part, please let me leave early" Everyone was wondering why they couldn't help him when he help them. "That you that is dyed in orange hue, will eventually melt into the dark" the black screen slide back to izuku face that show him resting his head on top of the pencil in his hand and closing his eyes. "the suffering wont fade, just because time's passed," It showed deku surround by people laughing. it was children first, but slowly fade into middle schoolers. "as for the eerie night I spend, with you." it showed deku looking at his reflection and it shows the reflection banging on the mirror then stopping and sliding down with his head down crying. " goodnight, goodnight, goodnight and welcome home." it then shows him in his bed waking up he just had a really bad nightmare and looks around and see his burnt notebook. he then mumble "it was just a nightmare "

" what does he mean by just a nightmare SR " asked Todoroki.  " oh umm... I will explain later" I said.

it then shows deku back on the rooftop.  deku was skipping and dancing on the edge of the rooftop. he was singing the rest of the song. " become emotional and it goodbye, go faster and farther, come on."

" I hate how true that sentence is sometime " said aizawa.

" i'm not going back. because there is no consequences. become impulse and you'll be correct, you can get past this night better than anyone, come on. I'm not going back . because either way I wont have anything." then after he finish it shows flashback to him working at a café and getting a phone call and when he answer and hear what the person said he drops him phone and start to run at the door. 

"I wonder what h-happened" ask float bitch. some people who have seen movie or are depress have a know that some died or is dying.

it then shows him running through the hospital and him barging in a room  to see his mother who turn her head to the door. she then made a told him to come here and deku grasped one of her hand with both of his and he starting to tear up but him trying to smile to not make his mom worried. she looked at him and said " I love you izuku never forget that" then a flatline could be heard and deku on his knees crying while still holding her hand. then it shows to bakugo yelling and insulting deku who is looking down at his desk while trying to keep a smile on his face but is failing. 

by this point many were just eating or hugging a the person next to them. "SOOOO... what did you guys think of that?" they all just looked at me with a face that said ' I don't know, what do you think' I just laughed at their reaction and said " guys that wasn't even that bad" "NOT THAT BAD!!" a few people scream. " I mean compared to what I seen it I would rank it 0.5 from 0-10. zero being really good/happy to ten being bad/gore. most just looked at me with a ' wtf ' face. "well know that, that is done how about I put a more happier one" some gave me uncertain looks and other look with 'good' looks.