((Trigger warning, depression self harm ))
'A fake smile will keep them away.'
The tall but weak male thought as he was talking with his "friends." Avi had become more introvert then ever, after breaking up with his four-year girlfriend because of his love for a man that's was his roommate and bestfriend, Kevin.
"Hey Avi!" The group called to the male "wanna go eat"
His stomach growled but he declined, the male hasn't been eating since a year after his girlfriend left.
"But Avi! We have barbecue!" He still declined only saying "I'm not hungry" before he got up walking out of the studio, his right hand gravitating to his left arm, his finger slowly lining small, long, swallow, and deep cuts some not even fully healed, tears flooded his eyes but he did not dare to cry in the middle of the street.
Avi made it back to his apartment and the tears fell as he ran to the bathroom, locking the door after him, the male slipped off his shirt, laying it.on the ground as he grabbed his special box, opening it up seeing four razors each letting bigger "f-finally" he whispered out as he took the biggest out and brought it to somewhere else this fine. Avi.pushed down just enough to break the skin, he ran the razor across his stomach bitting hard on his lip feeling the pain sear through his body "Kevin" he whispered out as he made another and another, the cuts over lapping "I love you" he whispered again, voice wavering as he finally stopped, droplets of blood ran down and stained his pants making the black turn into a low red at the top of them "shoot!" He whispered angrily as he put on his shirt and scooted out of his pants and hid them under a bin of clothes. He sneaked out of his bedroom slipping on new pants, holding the cuts, his hands bloody from the crimson running out of him. Avi bandaged himself uo putting on a long shirt and a jacket, his body had gotten used to the heat but since LA had its too hot to handle days, Jenn almost passed out from the wave of heat. The male walked up to the door reaching for the knob before it opened before him seeing the one person he couldn't see ((OKAY I'M SORRY THIS IS SHORT AND SAD NEXT ONE WILL BE WAY LONGER ))
