Kevin took a hold of one of the other males wrists slowly bringing it up to the lips that once touched Avi's, he softly kissed his scars whispering beautiful things before and after each kiss "Sweet, Nice, Handsome, Caring, Helpful" the words continued before they reached the end of Avi's arm "all of those are true and you have to believe me."
Avi shook his head pulling away his arm as he rolled up his sleeve "no, none of those are true, and I know it, I've heard many lies about myself, some I even told myself such as: you'll stop, he'll love you, you will be happy, but guess what, I'm here confessing my hatred to myself while I sit next to the man I love whilst having a mental conflict about slitting (sorry if that is offensive ), or both!" He put on a noticeable fake smile to anyone a mile away, he stopped and looked down "Kevin, why? Why did you say that you love me? "The young man asked looking at his lover.
Kevin took a deep breath before speaking "I said that I loved you because I really do."
"No!" The young man broke running to his bedroom, slamming the door after him "you don't love me!!" He screamed out hitting a wall with anger.
Kevin tried to sooth the other through the door standing between them.
"Avi, can we just talk about it?" Kevin asked.
"No!" Avi yelled from the other side of the of the door, shoving face his in a pillow.
"Avi! You have to believe me or you'll never be happy!" Kevin started to shout. He was scared out of his mind about what Avi would do and he just wanted Avi to be happy for once.
"Why are you trying so hard? You're just gonna leave me like the ones before!" Avi shouted.
"I won't; I promise you. Let's just talk about this and we'll figure something out. Please." Kevin begged.
Avi didn't want to talk about it, not now at least. He got up and opened the door. He made sure Kevin was out of the way, and dashed through the front door and up the stairs. He heard Kevin behind him and ran faster. He made it to the very top of the building which was the attic that held older things that were in that apartments a while back.
Avi looked around the room before running again. Tears covering his cheeks and sweat covering his forehead from all the running. He couldn't run anymore and dropped to the floor, curling up in a ball and crying loudly. Kevin found him and sighed as he sat down next to the sobbing man.
Avi eventually climbed into Kevin's lap and hid his face in Kevin's shoulder as he cried more. Kevin wrapped his arms around Avi, holding him close. "I need help. I really, really need help." Avi cried. Kevin tightened his lips and nodded.
"We'll get you help, any kind you want, you just have to believe " Kevin whispered softly into the others ear, holding him close. Kevin slowly stooped up, Avi still wrapped around him, the tall male slowly started to dessert back to his apartment. Kevin looked at Avi, having a soft smile on his face as he saw him cradled into his chest, sleeping soundly.
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A/N: Hello there! I'm Katie, and I'm helping the author continue the story! If you want to follow me, I am kvg1017. Ask me questions or have any concerns, come talk to me! Thanks for reading!!!
