"Goodbye Leon" I say,snapping us out of the moment we were almost having. I close door,but I don't slam it. I have no intention to hurt him. Whatever happens, I know I will never stop caring about him. The fantasy Angie told me yesterday (I believe it because that's exactly what Angie would have said if she was here) that Leon will soon become only a small memory. Is that even possible? Someone who meant so much to me at a time, we will soon be nothing but ripped piece of paper in my brain?
Alex still has his arm around me. He turns to me,smiles.
"So, we are officially a couple, princess. Thank you for making me the king".
I take both of his hands, hold them and smile back. "You are the only one who has been here through this time. Thank you for coming! You'd better leave,before my dad comes and see's you."
Alex- "why does your dad not approve of boys?"
"A little bit" I say. "But I told him that I am sick, and he would get furious he finds you here." I explain to him.
He smiles kisses me on the cheek,then he leaves.
I guess,I can move on from Leon. I shouldn't hold myself back, like I did today. Maybe I over reacted. Like my father perhaps. I guess there is no need for one silly thing to bring me down. But it never felt so silly. It really hurt me, the thought of Leon&Ludmilla. No,its not because of Ludmilla. Leon. He came and just went, he forgot me so easily.
Okay, I know that I did the same thing with Alex. I didn't want to. I was hurt,and I had no intention of hurting Alex. Today, he just swept me of my feet. How could I refuse to that?I sit at the piano,starring at the lyrics Alex helped me write. They are perfect, just the way to describe my life. I am not sure if I have mentioned this before- but the main reason I still love Alex is because he accepts me still thinking about Leon. That is why Alex is special to me. He is their for me through everything. And I never thought I would ever get over Leon,not untill today no. But I did, I don't feel anything for Leon right now. Everything I am feeling it's for Alex.
Dad eventually comes home. Olga and Ramallo are on holiday,so dad cooks. German Castillo- a millionaire buisness man but a terrible cook. R.I.P- sorry my dad burnt you peporoni pizza.
"So,how many other things did you burn/murder today?" I say picking up another burnt slice. It still tastes good despite the fact that is 50 shades of black (I know,there is only one shade of black,but in my defence,you haven't seen what just went in my mouth). "The toilets going to be popular today" I say with a chuckly.
"Oh,come on my cooking isn't that bad" my dad says,picking up a slice of garlic bread, He tries to eat it but it's too hard. "okay,maybe it is!". "But this was nice!" he says smiling.
That confuses me. "breaking your teeth with a garlic bread was nice?" I ask him.
"No. How long has it been since it was you and me. Since we had some father daughter time. I remember us talking about everything" he says. Okay,I know dad is trying to be nice and all that,but this seems like his way of trying to get all my secrets out to him,so he can top his over protection record (Is that possible?). I love him,but I know him.
"Well.I am not 1 anymore dad" I say to him.
"I know,but lets try it. Everything we have missed about each others lives. Tell me everything" he says.
I knew it.
"Actually,I was thinking about going to bed early. I feel really tired. Goodnight!" I also know how to get out of these things. My dad doesn't want alone time with me. He just wants to keep me in his cloud. If mom was here,would he have been the same? I miss her so much right now.
I am waiting in my room. "Knock,knock,knock" I hear. No, it's not my dad. It sounds like-
"Francesca, Cami!" I hug them. I am so happy they are here. Our "girls night" passes by. It was honestly the best night of my life. This IS the best day of my life. I cannot believe how many things have happened in a day!
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MORNING
I am always the first one to wake up. I wake both girls up. We have our little pillow fight. Last night was fun, i got a little crazy and honestly- sang comepletely out of tune with Cami and Francesca. There is no point of singing properly when they are around-too much effort.I walk out of the room to go the bathroom. After I come back,I hear this.
"When are you going to tell Violetta about your secret? She will be so upset?" I hear Cami say to Fran.
I cannot move for moment. I stand still.
"She will get so upset at me if she finds out I have been dating Diego for 3 weeks. I don't know how to tell her. I really do like Diego,but my friendship is more important,if I tell her-she wouldn't be my friend" I hear Francesca saying.
"What?" I say, my eyes teared up.
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My name is Violetta.
FanfictionMy name is Violetta. My destiny is still waiting for me to make the right choice.Maybe all the songs about finally finding who I am were wrong. What if there was more to my destiny than just staying with the studio. I was definately meant to move on...