My name is Violetta.

Nobody to trust.

"Francesca, I can't believe that you would lie to me. I am hoping that this is a fantasy, that you thought I wouldn't be happy for you. But obviously-" Francesca interrupts me. "Violetta, I just thought you would get upset because you and Diego went out. I really didn't want to hurt you". I really can't believe her. She lied to me? She thought I wouldn't be happy if she is in love? "Francesca, if you wanted to or didn't want to,you did. For one second- for one second could you have thought about all the good times we had? For one second could you have thought about how I said- I will always be happy for you I think you should leave. I am sorry. Cami, you knew about this right. But ofcourse, lies. You can't imagine how hurt I am". I say. I watch Francesca and Cami leave. I trusted them

"Violetta,girls, Coming down for breakfast?" my dad shouts. He obviously didn't see them leave. I don't want to worry him. I will tell them we are going to the studio, he will only question me if he finds out.

I decide not to attent the studio. I will skip class, yes. I only have singing classes,and without Angie here Jackie will teach us (without knowing a thing about singing). I can't think of what to do. I just want to be alone today. It would be lovely if Alex joined,but I can't ask him to skip class again.

I walk. I keep walking. Thinking about how my life would have been If I avoided a few mistakes. If I avoided dating Diego. If I avoided hurting Leon. Great- My brain is back to Leon. Just my luck. Why is it so hard to forget a person. As I am walking, I see two people walking towards me. 

Guess who. Ludmilla and Leon. Ludmilla has her diva attitude and storms out on Leon. Leon shouts her name but it's no use. He finds me starring,just before I find myself starring at him. I quickly turn around,but I see him walking towards me.

I change direction,but he still keeps walking towards me.

I walk the other way,but he is still walking towards me.

Eventually,he catches up with me. This is my chance to fix this. I know I am dating Alex,but I am in love with Leon and nobody could change that. I promise myself that I will get it right this time.

"Violetta, stop! What is your problem?" That sentence hurts me. What should I do? Thousand questions appear in my mind, and I have less than a nano second to answer them.

"My problem? You are my problem.Yes Leon,you. I have tried every single thing to get over you. I know what you are going to say. That it was me to blame, because I moved on when you were confused. Maybe you blame me, but I think differently. I have been very patient. Everybody in the studio knows, that I love you. Even if I try, I can't stop hoping that you feel the same way. I mean-you gave me my first kiss. But that all means nothing to you. And then, When I move on. You try and stop me. I find someone else, you have to come in my way to hurt me. And now you know how hurt I am, and how upset I am. 

But don't worry about me. I'll be okay. I'll find someone. Sooner or later, you will only become a memory. A memory that will slowly fade away. Maybe you might think you will be free without me. But I KNOW, one day I'll be the one who has moved on. I know you will be succesful in life,and so will I. The only difference will be, you will miss me. Every day,every hour of your life. Where as I, will be happy. Unlike how I am right now".

"Violetta-"

I barely listen to him. I start walking away. Walking. Walking.

Maybe it's for the best. I was given the best 3 years of my life at the studio,but all those songs about me discovering who I am, I realise their is still a different,better way I can go. Maybe I will move on, 2 months later. I won't talk to Leon, Francesca, Camilla. I know that Francesca only lied to me. But she will be moving away to Italy anyway after graduation. Leon will be with his band. Camilla and Naty will be going to Spain. Ludmilla will be a supernova. And thats everybody.

I WILL go my own way.

2 months later.