Chapter 6

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by TailsOfTwo

by TailsOfTwo

Brayden

So I have finally come to the conclusion that I like Ryan. No I love him. I love kissing him. I love when we cuddle. I love his smile. He is just perfect. I problem, I can't tell him.

After Mitch left we just awkwardly just sat there not able to face each other.

"Is it bad?" Ryan asked. "Is what bad?" I replied. "That I like cuddling with you, and waking up next to you? And the fact that I love kissing you." He signed. I smiled a little knowing he felt the same way I did. "I don't know." I said kissing his cheek gently. "About I like it too." "But I'm not gay...we're not gay? Just yesterday we wanted girlfriends." He said I signed, I think this is the right time to tell him. "Well today I want a boyfriend, and I want him to be you." I felt like time had slowed down and I had to wait ages for his reply. I didn't get one at first cause he looked up at me, looking straight into my eyes. Then he leaned in and kissed me. This kiss, I think was the best kiss of all.

After about a minute we broke the kiss. "I think I love you." Ryan said. "I think I love you too."

We were about to kiss again when I woke up. I was confused then I remembered after Mitch left the second time I had fell asleep on the couch. Ryan had his arms around me still like when I fell asleep.

A tear left my eye, I wish the dream was real. I wish Ryan knew that I loved him and I wish he really loved me. I must of woke Ryan up cause his hug tightened. "What's wrong babe?" He asked me over my shoulder. "Just a good dream." "Then why are you crying?" "Cause I wish it was real." "Can you tell me what it was about?" "No." "Oh ok." I turned around so I was facing him. He wiped the escaping tear away with his thumb. I smiled a little, then I leaned in to kiss him. I glad that I can still kiss him even though he doesn't love me. We kissed for what seemed like hours, it started of as a soft, gentle kiss, but soon turned into a fast, rough kiss. Ryan got on top of me like before and began to run his hands up my sides, under my shirt making me shiver. This time we were not interrupted.

He broke the kiss to take of my shirt and his own, then started to kiss down my neck. I love the feel of skin and skin. He stops, gives me one more kiss then walks out the door.

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So that is where I'm leaving it. Two updates today :) I hope that makes up for not updating for a while. :/