The Best Thing That Ever Happened To Me (ft. @future _mrsbieberx ) | JB

Jerks Never Change

Chanel POV

"Hey Gia." I said over the phone.

"Hey baby what's up?"

"Do you mind coming with me to shoot a video?"

"You never need my help, losing your powers, huh?"

"Shut up. It's another one of my YouTube anniversaries, and I want you to be apart of it."

"Aw that's sweet, but how will I be part of it, if I'm behind the camera?"

"Do you want to show?"

"Nope" I heard snickering on Gia's line.

"Who's with you?"

"Um no one. Look I have to go. Wait for me at the park in an hour."

"Are you okay?"

"Of course, why wouldn't I be? It's just that I've got things to do right now..."

"And what do you have to do may I ask, at 7 am?"

"Stuff."

I sighed. "Whatever, bye." I said and hung up.

What happened yesterday at the studio is such a blur... I uploaded the Love Me Harder on my channel, and I finished singing Blank Space by Taylor Swift. I just need to finish the video for Maps by Maroon 5, and I'll be done my surprise for my precious fans...

The reason I am doing this - if you are wondering - is because it's my channel anniversary. I wanted to surprise them (my fans) by uploading three songs instead of one.

I keep thinking of yesterday, I know it's such a blur because I met my lifelong idol, but it wasn't the way I wanted to meet him. He was just plain mean. I still can't believe it, I'm trying so hard to forget it...
-Flashback-
I finish singing Blank Space and get out of the recording room to see Scooter, Yael, Gia, and Dylan smiling at me, but no Justin.
I had tears in my eyes, not because of Justin - well some part of it was, I mean I saw him go out, but I didn't think he'd leave... After all these years of loving him, he hates my guts and it killed me - but also because of my life. My parent's divorce still gets to me, I miss my dad more than anything; it has been months since I've last seen him, I constantly talk to him, but to me it's way different than seeing him in person: it's way more special.
"What's wrong? " Yael came up to me, Gia following her. Both of them hugged me.
"It's nothing... I just miss my dad." There is no absolute point of lying to them. They know me like the back of their hands.
"Do you mind if I go to the bathroom?"
They all shook their heads.
"Go ahead sweetheart" Yael comforted me.
"Down the corridor forth door on the right" Dylan said out of nowhere. I forgot he was even in here...
"Thanks" I muttered, making sure he heard.
I walked out of the studio and made my way to the restroom.
While I was walking, Justin was walking in the opposite direction I was walking in, and sees that I had tears in my eyes, he stops for a while before walking again. I doubt he'd ever care anymore... I walk past him, but he grabs my arm and smirks.
"You weren't so bad, I've heard people like you before, but you're nothing special." He said, letting go of my arm.
I gulped. How does anyone have the guts to lower another person's self-esteem like that? What has he become? I know I've never met him personally, but I thought I saw what kind of person he's like throughout the years. I guess I was wrong. I guess he is like all guys, a jerk.  (A/N no offence to guys)
"Let me go, I'm not in the mood to deal with someone like you." I said through gritted teeth.
"Someone like me? Sweetheart,  people like me live to the extreme extent of happiness. I get everything I want, whenever I want it, I'm living my life the way I deserve."
"The way you deserve? Where is everything that Pattie has taught you gone? Where is all the modest and humble Justin going? She spent her life - the one she could've been having fun with her friends and living a proper teenage life - to raise you properly. She did a pretty damn good job with that at the beginning, and then out of no where you decide to ruin that for her, because you're stupid. You're an idiot, that's what you are!" I yelled at him. (A/N I love Justin and he is a blessing to this world. This is just fanfiction)
He clenched his fist and looked at me.
"I'm living my life the way I deserve. Leave my mom out of this, she sure as hell did a good job raising me, better than any mother ever did. I'm not stupid, nor am I an idiot, be careful with the words you say, you'll regret them later on." He spat
"I don't regret a single word I just said, because I know for a fact that it's the truth."
"Oh really?" He smirked, "wasn't I, and I quote 'your king' a few minutes ago? Are you telling me that what you had for me is all gone? Because if you are, then I will make sure you never see my face again, as long as I'm alive. Either way, I'll survive." He shrugged. I just want to wipe that cute smirk off his face. Yes, I said cute, because after all, a long time crush can't disappear in a moment. As much as it is cute, it is so incredibly annoying. Why does he have to smirk ever five seconds?
I sighed, and blushed slightly.
"No Justin,  it hasn't gotten away. I do love you, in fact, I still do, even after this stupid fight. You made my confidence sink like the titanic. I never, not in a million years, thought you were like this. I thought you were different,  that you were caring and sweet, but NO you turn out to be way much different. Despite this fact, I still love you. I love every piece of you, every breath you take, every movement you make. It's unbelievable. If I could change that fact, I would, but I can't, it's not up to me to decide. Heck, even you blinking makes me smile. But you cut my heart and tore it to shreds. To say that you didn't hurt me would be a lie, a big one too... I don't want you to leave, because I know that when you do, it'll be the biggest damn mistake I've ever made. Although you're hurting me now while you're still here, it is a fact that you'd hurt me a hundred times more if you walk away! I honestly just want what's best for you, and feel sorry for you if you tend to push the people that care about you most away!" It started as a soft reply, but it turned louder and angrier as I let him know what I really was thinking. I yelled at him, I yelled at Justin Drew Mallette Bieber. I never expected to say that. By now, I also had tears down my cheeks, and I know that I look like a hot mess.
After taking in what I said, he shook his head and let out a bitter chuckle. "You chose your words wisely."
I scoffed at him, shook my head, and sighed in disappointment. I turned around and continued my way to the bathroom.
- End of Flashback -

I know that I can't stop thinking about it, but I'll try as hard as I can to stop.

I went to the bathroom and re-refreshed myself. I got dressed into some comfy and warm clothes (Pic), since it's winter outside, and put the clothes I need to wear in my video in a bag.  I don't really know how everything in this bag fits, but it does, so I'm all good.

I made sure I had everything and went downstairs.

After having a quick breakfast, I waited outside for my mom.

She finally arrived and drove us to our destination.

While she was driving, I had this idea in my head. "Mom, I don't really like my highlights. Can you buy the dye remover from the salon?"

"Of course sweetie. What did I tell you? Mommy is never wrong. I told you that you wouldn't last a couple of weeks before changing your mind.." she laughed.

"I love you Mommy," I blurted out. I really do, looking at her, hearing her voice... I'll never be as pretty or sweet as her.

She responded by holding my hand, until the car stopped.
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Sooo FINALLY NEW CHAPTER YAY!
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