Dream

Chapter 12

Song recommendation: Stigma by V, BTS

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Yoongi felt asleep, thinking about Jimin's happy face when Yoongi announced that the tree house belong to both him and Yoongi.

Yoongi felt was in old house. A place he hadn't visited since he was 16. He looked around, remembering every detail about the house. Even though, his father turned this place into hell but he still adored every thing about this house. Cherishing everything in this house for the sake of mother. 

But as he walked towards the door of his previous room, the surrounding slowly started to fade. Yoongi stopped right before door, observing everything around. It was like the fading stopped, leaving behind a smudged surrounding. 

It ached his eyes to look at the blurred images, rubbing them as he twisted the knob of  the door. But the moment he opened it, everything broke like pieces of glass and vanished.

And he was back in the darkness.

A soulless sigh escaped Yoongi's dry lips. 

Just like yesterday, and the day before. Like last week. Like last month. Like everyday since he was 18, Yoongi walked through the darkness alone.

At first, Hoseok, Jin and Namjoon would be there be side but now he was all alone.

He lost them.

At least in his mind.

He lost them just the way he lost his reason to live.

He continued walking, waiting for whatever torture that was stored for today. Even though, he was used to these nightmares everyday, they still hurt.

So much..

'You piece of shit! Don't ever show me your face' His father was heard. Muffled and distant. Echoing through the darkness.

'You think you can hide you roach?!' It echoed again, fading into nothing like the one before.

'Eww! Look at him. Gross' Yoongi didn't who the voice belonged to but he guessed it belonged to one of the many students in his middle school. The time where abuses only came in the form of words.

'You thought you could hide from, you fag?!' Another voice was heard followed by Yoongi's own groaning.

Freshman year, Yoongi guessed. 

He walked. Those voices echoing every now and then and fading away. It continued like a broken record. Yoongi didn't mind. He went through the real version of it; these voices were nothing.

Yoongi noticed Hoseok figure standing away from him. He stopped seeing his best friend but he didn't go towards him. He knew what was going to happen. Hoseok will vanish just as he nears him.

No. Yoongi didn't want to go through that. 

As Yoongi walked past Hoseok, Namjoon appeared. Yoongi walked past him as well and then Jin appeared. 

After walking for a while, Yoongi got tired and sat down. 

'Hyung!' It was Namjoon's voice, 'Hyung what are you-'

When he Yoongi looked to his left he saw himself sitting on the railing at the edge of the cliff. It wasn't the same cliff as where his tree house. That cliff was one of the many tourists spot and of  the places that Yoongi would hang out with his friends.