Forbidden Pleasure [COMPLETED]

13: Pain

13: Pain

            THAT DAY also, Zhan go home crying.

"Zhan!" Yan li and Zhuo cheng was so shock to see their brother crying.

Yan li run towards him, "Hey, what happened?" She asked concern but Zhan choose not to answer them.

He walked passed by to his siblings and lock himself to his own room. His knees weaken as he remember Yibo's face begging him to stay.

What have I done?

Zhan climbed up to his bed, rolled his self to his thick blanket. He didn't stop crying until he fell asleep.

The next day, Zhan woke up with swollen eyes and still aching heart. He gather his strength to get up and check the time.

"seven thirty o'clock," he murmured before climbing off his bed.

He picked up his laptop and start making a resignation later. While typing, he can't help but to cry again.

Why does it hurts a lot?

Why do I need to feel this pain?

After printing it, he took a bath and walked out to their house without answering the questions coming from his siblings.

He sighed heavily, bit his lower lip to suppress his self from crying again. He is now standing in front of Yibo's office.

He knocked first before twisting the doorknob. Yibo looked at him. Zhan feel his energy left him again when he saw Yibo's eyes. It swollen like his eyes and there's a dark circles around it looking that he doesn't get enough sleep because of what happened.

Yibo stood up, "Z-Zhan," hearing his name coming out from Yibo's mouth he can't help but to shed tears again but he immediately wiped it using the back of his hand.

He closed the door and walked towards Yibo. He handed his resignation letter, "I-I'm sorry," he said.

Yibo's gaze dropped to his resignation letter. He automatically shook his head, "N-No, Zhan please? D-Don't leave me," he plead.

Zhan's heart once shattered again when a tear escape Yibo's eyes. Oh my, God my baby is crying again.

He sobs, "I need to, Yibo. We need this," he uttered.

Yibo stood up and hug him tight, "B-Baby, no. We don't need this. I-I need you in my life."

No. He needs to do this. He won't let Yibo suffered because of him. And of course, he knows how important this company to Yibo. Zhan doesn't want to make Yibo choose.

Zhan tried to push Yibo but he didn't let him. Yibo tighten his hug more, "I-I'm begging you. P-Please stay with me," he said between his sobs.

God, I'm hurting him!

"P-Please, let me go," he plead.

"No! Zhan, no! I can't fucking let you go!" He shouted, "I thought you love me, huh?! Zhan, you said you love me but you're hurting me! You're hurting the hell out of me!" He complained

But, I'm hurting too. It hurts to be your secret. He wants to tell how much it hurts to be in that kind of situation. He wants to say that to Yibo but he just can't.

"Y-Yes, I love you, okay? I love you so much that it hurts. I love you that's why I'm letting you go," he whispered.

Yibo cried on his shoulder, "t-then don't let go. D-Don't let me go. Hold on to me, please," he murmured.