Forbidden Pleasure [COMPLETED]

17: I love you

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17: I love you

            THANKS TO Yibo's fast and good reflexes, before Zhan could even collapse on the floor, he wrapped his arms around Zhan's waist.

"Fuck..." he cursed.

He looked at Zhan who fainted just now. Damn it, was he shock to see him again?

Yibo carried Zhan bridal style and lay his body down to his long couch. He walked towards the door, after locking it he walked again and sat beside Zhan.

He can't help but to admire Zhan's handsome face. His eyes is a bit swollen. Did he cry so much? Subconsciously, he reach for Zhan's face and caressed it using his thumb.

"I missed you, baby," he whispered.

Minutes later, Zhan slowly open his eyes. To his surprise, he saw Yibo beside him.

Zhan immediately stood up and pulled his body away from Yibo.

"Baby," he said to Zhan.

Zhan looked away and stood up, "I-I won't apply," he said and ready to leave but he stop him.

Yibo hugged Zhan from the back, "Don't leave me again, baby. Please don't," he plead.

Zhan sighed, "Y-Yibo, I thought we already talked about this? What a-are you doing now? Did you plan all of this?" He asked

Yibo can't help but to sighed too, "Yes. I planned all of this just to bring you back," he confessed.

Zhan face him, "w-why? Yibo, I already let you go. Can't you just leave me alone and my life peacefully?"

Hearing that, his heart stung so much. A tear escape from his eyes and it flows non-stop, "I-I can't. You know that I can't, Zhan," he cried.

"Stop crying, damn it!"

"How?! How can I stop crying when here I am doing anything I can just to bring you back! I want you back, Zhan! Back in my arms again! And now, you're still pushing me away!" He shouted

He turned his back, clutches his chest and sobs hard, "s-sorry. Sorry for planning all of this. I j-just want you back. I want you back again, Zhan. Sorry for being selfish and n-not considering your feelings." He said

"Did you moved on already? D-Don't you love me anymore?" He asked

Suddenly, remembering the scene, Zhan happily smiling and laughing with other guy making his chest tightened. He feels like his heart shattered into pieces again.

Yibo chuckled dryly, "What the hell. Why b-bother asking that. Yeah, maybe you've already moved on."

He face Zhan who's now crying too, "s-sorry again for hurting you. I regret every decision I made that make me lose you. S-Sorry for keeping you a secret when I can proudly shouts to the whole world how lucky I am t-to have you.

Sorry for making you cry a lot of times, not considering your feelings. Sorry for b-being so damn insensitive. Sorry for using you just to pleasure myself. I regret it. I already regret everything. Everything that make me lose you." He cried

He cupped Zhan's face, "I-I love you. Zhan, I love you so much," he whispered making Zhan froze on his spot.

He tried his best to smile even tho he is hurting a lot on the inside, "I love you too much that it's hurts me to," he repeat.

"I love you so fucking much, Zhan. Y-You can go now. Sorry for the trouble," he said.

Yibo pressed his lips to Zhan's forehead before turning his back.