Your the reason i am still here ~ Jai Waetford love story.

chapter 8: the texts..

I woke up to my phone buzzing and beeping like crazy. I got butterflies in my stomach, remembering those horrible texts I got last week. I got really worried, as I grabbed my phone. I brought it closer and closer to me. I turned it on to reveal the messages. It was those texts again. I got really scared, I started to feel sick and more sick. It's deffinetely Montannah (popular bitch girl) and her group. I can't do it. I have to face them at school today. I haven't seen Jai for a few days, to be honest. I miss him, but he hasn't tried to do anything about it. The number that left those texts started to call me, I answered it..

Them: Kill yourself you dirty little slut. Have fun at school today, getting tortured because no one likes whores, like you.

I ended the call as my eyes filled up with tears. I threw my phone to the other side of the room as I ran into the bathroom. I got my razor, I held it to my skin and pressed down harder than ever. I had tears streaming down my face at this point, aswell as blood streaming out of my wrist. The blood stopped after awhile, I put my school dress on aswell as a jumper. I left my hair out as I did my make up. I looked alright. I got my shoes on, I didn't touch my phone again, I was way to scared to. Dad wasn't home, so I just started to walk to school.

I entered the school gates, I got chills. I felt sick and like I was going to throw up. I saw Jai, staring at me. He was with Montannah, they were rather close. I got jealous, I walked faster. But Jai came running over to me.

"Hey Sharns" Jai said giving me a hug.
"You can't call me that anymore, Jai. Go cozy up with Montannah, you looked like you were enjoying it" I said in a pissed off but sad voice like I was about to start balling my eyes out. Jai stopped walking as I sped up. I got to my locker and chucked my bag in. I turned back around and Montannah was right there infront of me, with her whole group.

"Look, no one likes you. Jai doesn't even like you, he's using you. Jai wants me, other wise he wouldn't of hooked up with me last night, in my room, in my bed. Sorry Sharnee, your just a little slut who will never get what she wants, aslong as I'm around" Montannah said as she kicked me in the knee forcing to make me fall to the ground. I colapsed as I hit my head against the locker doors.

I didn't move, I couldn't straighten my leg, and I had a massive head ache. Why is this happening to me? I don't deserve this, no one does. As I see Jai running towards me, he sits down next to me.

"What the hell happened?" He asked me, he helped me up, but I let out groans of pain, tears started streaming down my face.

"Fuck off Jai" I said as I walked away slowly. Jai didn't follow me, thank god.

I walked all the way to the back of the school, there was this tree, I sat behind the tree. No one would find me here. I sat down, I screamed. Then I just started crying and crying.