Pain comes after every struggle
Happiness comes after hardwork
Disappointments comes after every hope raised up
Fear comes after every horror of time
Raising my feet above there is indeed uncertainties .
I look above my head still thinking there is hope somewhere .
Crazy was what they thought of me
Disappointing was what they said but was it my fault .
I tried to love .
I tried to be happy ,
I tried to be hardworking but why ....
They only said you are to be blamed ....they said you never made great choices in your life ,but again was it my fault .
I was a mother , a sister , a daughter and above all a wife .i tried to build the house to make them happy but again they said you not are like them .
you were too weak .
You are suppose to control him ,
He is suppose to do what you say and listen you .
I was not his mother , i was just a woman making her best to look for happiness .
I expect you to listen only me ,
Dont look back ,i bought you .
I paid a lot to bring you here so listen
You dont have any choice woman .
The struggle was real , the pain , the fear , the disappointment .
Everything was real .was the hope also real
I look up and look for the hope above my head again .
Then i look my side
Pure eyes looking at me
Not yet tainted ,even after every struggle .
A woman , a beauty , a mother , a queen
Walk all over and dont listen to the whispers
Never continue to look for hope
It is within , the body that brought leaders to this world .
The body that is holy
I am the hope
I am that happiness i don't need to look up
Inside is everything .
Raising up my head i say ..
I am a woman ,hope , happiness
And walk away
