Wheein POV
Its been months since that night. Months since you showed me a spark of love.
I never thought it would go this way.
You have been showering solar with love and affection. You make her smile but you make me cry.
The most painful part is that I have to watch you shower her with love , and all I can do is stand at the sidelines and cheer for you.
You treat me like a shadow this days and you rarely even glance my way.
The company is starting to grow suspicious on why I am acting this way.
I can't eat or sleep because my appetite is ruined because of my broken heart.
Everything I dreamed of, as you and me sat under the moon with your beloved wine on your hand while the other embraced me, has become a painful reminder of a broken heart.
Yet I have to stay strong, because who knows maybe you will finally love me back........
I thought as I sat in my room painting a picture of which now looks like a broken heart.
My hands were shaking and my clothes extremely wet.
My cheeks wet with tears. Good thing I didn't apply make up today. I said as I cleared everything up and then went to.the shower to clear the remaining paint.
I stood under the running water and scrubbed the paint off my skin till it glowed red. I think it might bruise later.
I finished showering and wore a large white T-shirt with a black short short underneath
I opened my bedroom curtains and looked at the rising sun that peeked from the horizon.
I looked at it for sometime then decided to head downstairs to cook breakfast for the members.
I was passing by solars room opting to wake her up but met an empty bed instead.
It looked rather deserted for a while which meant that she hadn't slept on it for a while.
Maybe she slept with byulyi. My brain told me. The same brain that gave hope of an us one day was the same brain telling me the heartbreaking truth right now.
I sometimes wished it would lie to me. I wished it would make me dumb to not make sense of the love in byulyi eyes whenever she saw solar.
The happy glint in her eye when solar does as much as breath in the same room as her.
The way her heart raced whenever she just thinks of her.
I wished I was blind to it all. I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me so thate I don't experience all this pain.
Holding my tears back I ran back to my room and changed into a black sports bra and black sweatpants and wore a long sleeved shirt over it in case of cold.
I tied my blue hair into a bun then headed downstairs and carried my hoodie and dashed out the door.
My fee ended up bringing me to the gym. I realised I hadn't worked out in a while. I was too busy crying my eyeballs out for byul.
I exercised for about half an hour and the sat down to rest. I switched on my phone and saw five missed calls by the manager and two by hyejin.
Huh!!!! , its like she doesn't gibe a fuck about me. I decided to lagh it off.
