Friend Zoned

Chapter 1

                    "I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world"

Yep, another day for me to wake up and have a "so good life" with all of the stuff  that i need to "accomplish" in life. Sometimes it's very tiring, y'know? 

Now I just need to go to school in order for me to "accomplish" something. It's just so hard for me to be someone 'cause since I'm not really social at school. There are just times that i get so, well, y'know very expressive with myself if, for example you're a friend of mine since childhood or if you're a family member or something like that. Maybe it's because of the fact that I really don't like to be noticed at all. By anyone. Because, if i ever get noticed, they'll just be all like "wow you're so pale" "OMG you're hair is so dry" or "what are you wearing? you look disgusting!" and this and that. I think basically like they all know the real me inside. It's Just all so very discouraging for someone to tell your imperfections and all that that you get scared and don't want to go outside because you're afraid they're just gonna judge every little single thing you do. Okay, enough with all these.

Anyway, as i've finally got myself dressed for school, i went down the stairs and kissed my mom goodbye and head off to school.

Ah, yes. School. I'm still very wary about all of the things about being in highschool even though i'm already in my sophomore year it's still feel like the first time for me. Somehow i still feel like a freshman here. Some people feel excited 'cause they're already in highschool (which means they can have relationships), some are very afraid because they still don't have the time to compose their new personality to make a good impression for the school football team and all that. And some still don't know how to be themselves and still afraid about the things that will happen to them and how they will act. Just like me. And i still am like that. I chose to be a nobody a long time ago. I don't like issues and i don't like to be noticed and be popular 'cause i'm trying to avoid any problems.

As I was walking I saw my classmates and waved. I don't really like to be close to them. I prefer to be alone so that no one would talk to me.

People passed by and as I was heading to my locker, I saw some of my classmates. Aiden, Lover, Roderick and Tim are all laughing and cracking some jokes.

"Hey Odette! Long Time no see!" Lover said. (yep, his name really is Lover because he was born on the month of February)

"Oh hey, yeah you too" I said, still not looking at their direction.

The bell rings and all of the students went to their respected classes.

"Guess we'll be seeing you on class. Bye" Roderick said.

"Yeah, sure I guess"

And then i started to head to my class too.

Yep, my name is Odette Rose McClennon and welcome to my world. 

hey guys i'm sorry for the short chapter. just started this thing and i was very busy during the past few months because of school trying to eat me alive.

So yeaaaahhh. comment down and all that! :)

 i'll probably update tomorrow since it's our Christmas Vaction! advance Merry Christmas everyone!!! hope you all have a good time!