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Breathing. It's something we need to do, but what if. What if we can't? What if our lungs are screaming for air, but we simply can't provide it? Or is it just our mind playing a trick on us?

A panic attack. That's exactly what's happening to Isaac right now. Stiles is crouched in front of him, making the blond boy calm down.

Once Isaac's breathing is normal again he gets up and leaves Stiles there, on the ground, in the locker room, without a thank you he got up and left. He left Stiles. All. Alone.

Alone with his thoughts, and that, that is the most dangerous thing in the world.

Because anyone in their right mind knows not to let someone who is suicidal alone with their thoughts. But, what if they don't know? What if they don't know he's suicidal? That changes things, doesn't it?

Isaac might have left without saying thank you, but he did smile at him. It wanders around in Stiles' head.

He didn't have long to think about it though, the bell rang. He hurriedly gets his stuff and basically runs -well not really since that would reveal his past, his past he does and doesn't want to forget- out of the locker room towards Physics.

He arrives just in time.

He sits down in his usual seat which is in the front row.

A second later the teacher walks into the classroom and gives Stiles a pitiful look.

He doesn't want it. He really doesn't. Only the teachers know of his mental health. And his father of course.

You see, Stiles isn't exactly healthy. Physically he is, but emotionally? Pfft. As if. He's been through too much for that. So let's summon it up, shall we?

Let us start with the most obvious one; PTSD. It'd be a miracle if he didn't have this, unfortunately, life hates Stiles as much as it hates Thomas.

Secondly; Combine what happened to Thomas and the Nogitsune period and boom, you have the end result, insomnia. When Stiles does sleep, it's no more then thirty minutes. Usually not even more then ten, but hey, who's counting?

Thirdly; anxiety. He already had this before WICKED, but it only intensified. Although, when he has a gun pressed against his head he isn't scared. But when he has to go to school and talk, he's terrified. There isn't really something in the outside world that terrifies him, but social interaction? Pfft. He'll run the other way.

Fourth; since the maze he's gotten a bit claustrophobic. It isn't severe, but it's enough to be diagnosed with it.

Fifth; thanks to WICKED, the supernatural and his mother's death he doesn't only have insomnia but also a nightmare disorder, meaning that every single time he closes his eyes, he'll get a nightmare. Very very very rarely he has a nice dream or a dreamless sleep.

Sixth; thanks to WICKED and the supernatural again we have another mental illness, CGD. Aka Complicated Grief Disorder. This makes it nearly impossible for him to move on.

Seventh; SAD, aka Separation anxiety disorder. Thank you once again WICKED, since the maze he wasn't the only one who had this, the whole group of Gladers and Scorchers had this. They were deathly afraid of being separated from one another.

Eighth; another sleep disorder, yay. Note the sarcasm. Sleep paralysis is yet another sleep involved issue he has.

Ninth; sleepwalking disorder. Thanks to the Nogitsune and his mother's death he has a sleepwalking disorder. Again, if he sleeps he has this. It sucks.