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Harry's POV

" hi babe sorry for too late, let's go home" i called out to hailee who started walking away from her photoshoot place.
and then she came into my car.

we're heading to home, i asked her how the photoshoot today, and she shows me one of the photo

" oh my god babe, it is really you? that looks gorgeous!" i give her compliment and then she kissed my cheek.

i don't know about my feeling, i don't feel anything when i'm around hailee. she's just love my physical body, that's all i know.

but when i'm with Y/n my heart beating so fast like riding a rollercoaster,
she's not only smart, but she has the same sense of humor as me, caring, and when i was with her, i feel very comfortable like i don't want her to go.

but i've been dating with hailee for 6 months. and i felt attracted to her only at the beginning,
because at that time, she could take my attention.
or maybe i just want to be near with Y/n, but that's impossible, because I only dated Y/n once. i don't even know it.
and i don't want to break these girls friendship, or their feelings.

i've never felt so devastated before.

Y/n's pov

i heard harry's car coming and he parked his car. i've never been so nervous like this before. at the same time, when hailee heades to her room, she greets me.
and harry headed straight to the bathroom which passes through the front of my room. but he stoppes right in front of my door.
at that moment, our eyes meet, my heart trembles, i feel like i want to pass out.

and then i immediately closed the door but harry holds the door quickly, he enters my room and closed the door. i just stood up and suddenly froze. he came towards me until our bodies were almost touched. he placed his hand on my waist and his face approached me.

"harry what are u doing!" i shouted in a low voice, because i didn't want hailee to know
he kissed my cheek, i'm speechless
" oops, i mis- no, no sorry" he said in raspy voice and then left my room.

Harry's POV

when I got home, for some reason my heart and mind went to Y/n's room. i don't know what happen to me, until I realized that i kissed her cheek, and at that moment I felt my world was like being surrounded with sunflowers, but at the same time I felt miserable because i know it's impossible to have her.
and then i just immediately went out from her room and headed for my room. one word that I remember that i almost told her i miss her.
am i just so stupid, what she will say about me.
i don't know but for some reason i can't explain.

Y/n's POV

at 10 pm, hailee came to my room, I was very nervous, because I was afraid if he knew what happened between me and harry. she came with a very wistful face, and i let her in to tell me what happened.

"do you know why Harry won't sleep with me tonight?" she asked me in a shaky voice.

i really didn't know what happened to Harry until he suddenly became like this, I feel so guilty, but on the other side, I have nothing to do with Harry.
what happened a moment ago was just an 'accident'.

"what has harry done to you? do i need talk to him hails?" i tried to calm her down.

"yea maybe it's better if you want to ask him, I wanna go back to my room to sleep, I wanna calm myself, thank you y/n i love u so much" she said with a slight smile

" i love u too hails"

after hailee left my room, i immediately chat harry

i directly toward to harry, which is in the movie theater room.

i found him laying down covered with a blanket. then i sat next to him.

" what have you done to hailee" i ask him

"i've done nothing to her, i just need my own time, i can't keep doing what she wants. i need to calm my self too y/n" he murmured

" wait, what do you mean haz? I've never seen you like this before, I mean, isn't it everyday that you can't be without her? like sex maybe? i don't know" i reply to his words

"isn't not about sex y/n..
it's about how you feel happy when exactly you don't feel it" he said in a slightly higher voice which makes me feel more confused.

"wait, am i joke to you? i did this is to make her happy harry! i know that she only wants you!" i shouted to him and i saw the anger on his face.

" did you know what? you only care about her happiness, i thought you're a good friend!" he yelled me back

"if you're not happy, and then why from the first, you look so in love with her? why? you're playing with her feelings harry!" i said in a high voice.

"it's all because I want to be close to you!"
he yelled at me and I saw his eyes fill with tears.

"harry this can't be con—" i mumbled but he cut my sentences

"i'm sorry i didn't mean, just leave me alone" he wiped his tears so i immediately left the room.

i saw miserable on his face.