Tired Of Waiting On You

Not So Good Fresh Start.

I hate many things. Yeah it sounds negative but that's just because those things had a negative effect on me. Like boys, boys are heartbreakers. I give em credit though because I'd rather to be a heartbreaker instead of heartbroken but I push all that aside, I wouldn't wanna hurt anyone. It's not like my best friends could help me on that topic anyways, we don't really talk about sad stuff and they also haven't experienced heartbreaks like mine. Sure they had heartbreaks that were bad but all heartbreaks are bad. But it's about what level of bad it was on. Although, I could give less of a fuck. I'm still hurt. Okay, I'm gonna cut off the sad shit for now because hell, I already got hella people with me I'd rather be with than be sad, reminiscing in the past.

I do like to party though, there's one fact about me. I only party with people that don't know me, you could say I'm a "party crasher", but that just makes it ten times more fun. I party with people that don't know me 'cause I'd worry less about getting in trouble. You could say that I'm like every other high schooler. I'd say no to that, I don't drink hella and black out like them. I don't drink actually, I'm not much of a drinker but I am a smoker. Mostly my friends are drinkers. We all do both, but I'm talking about which one we like and do more. I just like weed and vaping even though I am the captain of the volleyball and basketball team. I still like to have fun and I don't plan on ruining anyone's fun. If my teammates wanna vape, they can. If they want to drink, they can. That's them and for coach to act on, not me. I don't even know how I ended up as captain. It just sorta happened because my freshman year was when my bro was a senior and talked to coach about how great I am.

Also, I am a straight A student, I don't know how I do that either because I don't really give that big of a shit about grades. No one cares about em either so I got no worries. And you're probably asking "What about your parents?" Well I moved in with my best friends in this big house we all pitch in on. I just couldn't handle my parents, dad didn't want me and mom- well she's just a mom being all clean and proper and Ms. Perfect. Sounds heartless? Blame them for it. When they found me stoned in my hot boxed room, they kicked me out. Although it was pretty fucking dumb, (because my dad smokes cigarettes) they looked no further into the situation. I laughed it off and took all my shit and walked happily around my neighborhood. To see all my friends were outside their houses too with all their stuff, smiling along with me. We all laughed and took out all the money we had swiped from our parents as they were pissed at us, and hopped into our cars and rode over to a house we had bought 2 days before.

That was about a year or two ago when I was about to turn 16.

Bringing it back to the present. I was 17 now. I'm holding my vape in one hand and using my other to drive. Also to mention, all of us had our own cars we all had bought on our own when we turned 16 and got our licenses. Our parents couldn't take it away because it was under our names, not theirs.

Anyways, I had just gotten out of a party that I took over that was ran by some newbies that were sophomores and juniors from Desert Pines high school (My besties and I go to canyon). I'm heading to the store to grab some snacks because I can't show up at home without any because it was already 3:56 in the morning. It's one of the many rules of the Purp House. Yeah that's what we call our home. Purp is something about weed. Well we dedicated it to weed, though most of em were alcoholics, it's 'cause we all met throughout our middle school  years where we all did was smoke some weed and hangout to relieve the problems we had at home. Moving on, the rule I'm talking about and following right now is that if you are out past 3 a.m., you have to buy snacks for everyone if you come back before 7 a.m.

Stupid? Maybe, but it doesn't matter because we are some stupid people. Now moving onto the candy isle. Hmmm.... Now I have to think about what type of snacks to get. Definitely fruit snacks for me. Hmm, I think Tori went out tonight too. Oh yeahhhh, he texted me that he is gonna get snacks for the dudes so I only needed to get snacks for the girls. I think he went out to go smash some chick he met at Smith's the other day. Hmmm, Starbursts for Mar. Then Airheads for Eli. And finally, Sour Patch Kids for Kiwi. Uhhhh.... I think I might need to pick up some slushees at Sonic. Can't be any snacks without a bev.