Shut Up I Am The Villain

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In the silence of the night, inside a small house, a earth shattering beauty was holding in his embrace a small child who had fallen asleep

The sight was very pleasant to look at, just like it was out of a painting

Lingjel was having a battle with herself, her mind was a mess, anyone witnessing a murder would be moreover her hands were now dyed with blood

Is it a story or is it real?

Xia yuan surely had memories of murder and many other crazy events but those were like watching a 3d movie, it wasn't enough to prepare herself for this psychological trauma

To continue living she had to harden her heart, these scenes were something very common in ancient times

She tried convincing herself but once those scenes cross her mind, she couldn't help but tremble in fear

Scared, she was very scared

Due to her slight movements and trembling nonstop, the child woke up

He looked at her red eyes still filled with a few drops of tears, her shaky hands holding him close, never letting go

" I'm sorry did I wake you up? " her voice was hoarse from all the crying

The child slowly reached out to her face and wiped away her tears
" it's my fault, brother has to go through all these troubles to save me "

Seeing how sensible the child was, the corners of her lips slightly turned up

" It's alright, I'm glad I saved you" she patted his head slightly doting

His Amber eyes looked into her crystal clear eyes, it was breathtaking and dazzling

Her eyes were like the clear bright sky

But he was dirty, very dirty, he was afraid being with him will stain those pure eyes which he had never seen on anyone before

Even so, he was more afraid of letting go of those dazzling eyes that always looked at him with warmth

" will you leave me? " the child asked innocently

" never again" after witnessing a murder, as a person who wanted to live of course she tried to leave and even went away a few steps but in the end she couldn't help herself and went back trembling

" But... I.. I'm dirty " he hung his head low, afraid to look at her

" who says so? " she help up his chin, forcing him to look at her

"They... I.. .i'm dirty " he avoided those eyes, scared that they will now look at him with disgust

" you are not! " Lingjel couldn't believe what she was hearing, the kid was only like 12, how cruel can this world get?

" Look at me, you are not dirty!!, not at all " she didn't know what else she could say, she didn't know how to comfort him

Although hesitant, his eyes were now on her and surprisingly those eyes were not looking at him with disgust but even more warmth

His eyes started to well up, drops of tears fell

As the illegitimate child of the Duan household, he had always been treated like trash

When he was touched all over, when he cried all night long, when his mother was killed right in front of him, nobody came to help him

Long time ago his tears had already stopped flowing out, he thought he was a monster to not even cry to see his mother's death but at this very moment he couldn't help but let them go, all those welled up emotions from all those times, Now slowly started to show