Clouds

move on(rewritten)

CLOUDS

VIOLET P.O.V

30 WEEKS PREGNANT

CHAPTER 1

It times like this when I was really missing Jai. The fact that I was thirty weeks pregnant and he hadn't seen me since I found out was heartbreaking. Of course he was probably starting to make a family of his own.

Ryder was a busy baby. She was always kicking me and moving around. I absolutely loved being pregnant. Of course we had spent most of my pregnancy moving around but it's too late for me to get on a plane now. It's too high of a risk. Daniel was doing his best to paint the nursery by himself sense the smell of the paint made me sick and no one would help him. Everyone else was too busy with their lives to bother with each other anymore.

It's sad if you think about it really. That they were these super close five guys who loved each other more than anything and once they all got married and began having kids, they don't speak much. My own brother's ever rarely call and if they do, it's because they need a break from their kids. I should have known that I would be the one who would have to take care of them. Last week was Daniels birthday and they had all planned a party without me knowing and I was stuck at home, 29 weeks pregnant, with five kids while everyone else got to go out and drink and have fun. I bet you can guess who slept on the couch that night. To say I wasn't happy with how everyone was acting was an understatement.

I haven't really talked to any of them since that. I don't think I will for a long time. I'm sure they didn't really want me around much and since Daniel was trying to reach out to them, I would stay out of the way.

"I'm going to head over to Beau's." Daniel said once he got out of the shower and he grabbed his keys and headed out the front door. I sighed. I was alone again. Daniel hadn't touched me in weeks and I was getting nervous about it. Whether he was thinking that he would hurt me or he just found me gross now. I found myself gross so I could see why he did. I guess I should probably clean. Me and Daniel had decided not to have a baby shower. We didn't have many people left who would want to celebrate with us anyway.

Daniel's family were coming in two weeks for Thanksgiving and then they would be staying until I gave birth which is around January 11th. I'm so excited just thinking about it made me smile and I rubbed my hands over my bump.

"I'm very excited to meet you little girl." Every time we had a doctors appointment I always asked if it was still a girl and the lady would always laugh at me and smile before nodding her head. Daniel has been busy the last couple of times I've gone so I've been on my own with it for the most part. He just painted the nursery. I did everything else.

Sometimes I wonder if he really wanted a baby because so far it doesn't seem like it.

*DANIEL P.O.V*

To be honest with you, I was scared to death to have a child. I had no idea what I was doing. Of course I had taken care of kids before. The guys all had kids and some of my siblings had babies but this was my baby. I had to take care of this baby for the rest of it's life and that scared me. I knew I should talk to Violet about it. It would be better to talk about it than to keep it inside. 

"Can we talk?" I asked her when I got home. I was so nervous I had no idea what to say to her. I wanted to be with her. I wanted things to be okay. I didn't want to feel so anxious about everything all the time. 

"Yeah. What's wrong?" 

"I'm just freaking out." I said right away. "I just can't wrap my head around the fact that we're having a baby soon and it's really scaring me." I said nearly out of breath.