outer banks imagines

1.jj

plot line: 'god i'm so in love with you it hurts,i fell in love with my bestfriend and it scares me half to death.'

y/n pov.
there was no lie in saying me and jj were close. ever since we were both four when we met we've helped eachother through everything. there was also no lie in saying my feelings towards the blonde haired boy were becoming more and more apparent as the time went on.

i sat on my hammock bored  like every day waiting for my pouge group to meet up,until i got a text from jj.

blondey
wanna go surfing before everyone
else meets us x
y/n
                                    of course.meet at the  
                                     normal place x
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i jumped up off my hammock ,grabbed my board and threw my hair up into the messiest pony tail . i looked down at my outfit and decided i looked half decent, i mean i had short shorts and jj's t-shirt on which came to my mid thighs.so it was alright. however i didn't really care how i looked around him, i mean it had been over 10 years since i've known him.

i walked down to the beach and saw jj sitting on a log twirling his board around waiting.
"hey midget" he said as i walked over "hey weirdo" i replied as i sat next to him.
we spoke for a bit about life, not like we spend pretty much every awake minute together.
"right come on then i've not come alll the way from my house not to surf with you" i said to him as i grabbed his hand pulling him up

"wait are you wearing my shirt" he stuttered the last part and blushed slightly. i decided to let it slip but it played on my mind. "erm yeah why" "no reason just asking, anyway surfing" he said changing the subject fast. "yeh let's go" i shouted running down to the waves. we surfed for a good half an hour but i couldn't stop myself from looking at him every so often.

whilst he was surfing, all i could think about was how his hair fell over forehead so effortlessly and how the slight ocean breeze blew it all directions, how his shoulders tensed when he went on a high wave.

we'd finished surfing and sat back on to the shores edge, the sun blaring down on us.
"can i talk to you about something"
that's when he got slightly nervous. "yeh anything jj you can talk to me about anything"

"erm if i say you promise it won't ruin anything between us and that we will still be the best of friends" i moved round so i was looking at him.
"go on, i promise nothing can ruin what we have" i said as i took his hands into mine.

"i think i'm in love with you and it's scaring me half to death, i'm in love with my bestfriend, im so in love with you it hurts" he said as his eyes moved away from mine and he looked at the sand.
"i know you definitely don't like me back and i can get used to that but i had to let you know eventually" i shut his rambling up by pressing my lips onto his. he froze for a second before kissing back as his hands found their way to my waist as mine went behind his head playing with the hair poking out from under his hat.
we both pulled away blushing and grinning at eachother like little kids.
"i love you too, i have since we were five sitting on our parents boats talking about our dream weddings" i told him. i met his eyes to find that they were shining. "please be mine" "yes just yes"i laughed as he pulled me into his chest moving us to lie on the beach the sand burning against us
" OH MY GOD FINALLY" we heard being shouted from the other side of the beach.
we both looked at eachother with mischievous grins and got up to run over to where john b pope and kie were standing. "what we knew it would happen eventually" pope said laughing.