Lessons of Lies

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Lies
Deceit
Theft
Abomination

Death
Despair
Loss
No one understands

The way
I feel
The spiraling
Feeling
My heart
Slows down
Down
Down down down down

You don't understand
You don't know how I feel
This painful feeling
Breaking out of control

I can't help but think
I'm never getting out
This mess is killing me
I just need to get away

It's a
Headstrong breakdown
Mental shutdown
Psyche Freakout
Consciousness gone

It's a full on blackout
Total wipeout
One punch
You're down

That's it I'm out

Too much
Self doubt
To try
Again
That's it
The end
The end of it all

But wait there's more
That's left in store

Because

Cold
Numbness
Hate
Insanity

Anger
Pain
Loss
They all keep coming
Back to me
The feelings keep
Spiraling
Into
Insanity
My heart
Slows down
Down
Down down down down

You don't understand
You don't know how I feel
This painful feeling
Breaking out of control

I can't help but think
I'm never getting out
This mess is killing me
I just need to get away

It's a
Headstrong breakdown
Mental shutdown
Psyche Freakout
Consciousness gone

It's a full on blackout
Total wipeout
One punch
You're down

That's it I'm out

Too much
Self doubt
To try
Again

That's it
The end
The end of it all

Is this really it for me
Is all that's left insanity

Or is there a reason to fight it
The feelings silent mind

It's just a
Headstrong breakdown
Mental shutdown
Psyche Freakout
Consciousness gone

It's a full on blackout
Total wipeout
One punch
You're down

But that's not like me
I do not give in
Pain is my friend
Let it teach you

What it has taught me

Lies aren't so bad
Deceit is sad
Theft in one bag
Abomination

Death will come yes
Despair too yes
But with all this pain
There's much to gain

The lessons of lies
The lessons of lies
The lessons of lies

The lessons.. of...lies...

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