Phan Fiction Dan and Phil

Chapter 2- Are you ok?

Dan pov

She left me... She reallly left me.She is never coming back to me. I thought she loved me. I thought I loved her. What happened to us? She said that she wanted to be together forever. For as long as we live. For as long as my heart will keep pumping and my brain will keep thinking. Was she just playing me? Did she actually ever love me? Did I ever actually love her? Will I ever love someone again? Will someone ever love me?

I feel like staying in my room and staying in there until I die.

Phil Pov

I cleaned up my cuts. I heard more crying fro Dan's room. Should I go talk to him? Would that be weird? No it wouldn't I am his best friend. I don't knock I just go into his room. I knew that if I knocked he wouldn't let me in.

Phil: "Hey Dan." I say softly into his ear.

Dan: "No I will never be ok."

Phil: "Dan don't say that. You will be ok."

Dan: "She left me. This time for good."

Dan and Jessica and Dan always break up and they get back together and then break up again. She hurts him so much. That is why I hate her. Other than the reason that she is a bitch.

Phil: "Oh Dan you will really fall in love someday. Someone who will stay with you every step of the way and not break up with you when it gets hard. You will love that person. And that person will love you forever too."

(A/n there is a pic of Jessica to the side)

Dan: "Phil. I have already found the person that I want to be with forever...but that person will never love me because HE isn't gay. I have been trying to repress the feeling that I have for this person. When I tried to purpose to Jessica it was because I didn't want to admit that I was gay and I had feelings for this person.

The room went silent for a couple minutes. I didn't want to say anything. I was thinking the person was who he was in love with. It could be Pj, Jack, Fin, anybody. Anybody but you Phil. No one could ever love you. You are ugly and a horrible person. He could never love you as much as you love him. He is too hot for you. He has so many more subscribers. Everybody loves him, not you.

Phil: "Dan everybody loves you. You are amazing. Anybody whether it is a boy or a girl would love you. I love you and accept you for who you are. I would never want to change you. I would never want to change your personality. You are internally and externally a beautiful person. And honestly... I really do love you. I am gay too Dan. It is 2014. It is ok to be gay. All of your subscribers love you and will accept you too."

I started crying. I came out to someone. I really did it. He gave me the biggest hug ever. The nicest, wamest, I accept you hug.

Dan Pov

When he said he loved me, did he mean in "That" way? Or in the bestfriend way? I am so confused. But he came out to me. Am I the only person he has done that to? He is gay. And I am gay. I love him. Does he love me?

I want him to love me. I want him to love e and care about me. I want him to kiss me and hug me every day. He is the one that makes me happy. And I want to be the one that makes him happy. I will make him fall in love with me. Not in a forceful way.

I will do things for him, and buy things for him, and be the nicest loving person he has ever met.

Before I knew it, he had fallen asleep next to me.

Next Day <3

Phil Pov

I woke up the next day next to Dan. He looks so cute when he is sleeping. I want to sleep next to him everyday of my life. I want to wake up next to him every other day of my life too.

Dans pov
I woke up cuddling my pillow. I thought that Phil fell asleep next to me? I guess he just got up before me. I got up to go get food. I really want pancakes. I found Phil in the living room on his laptop. "Hey Phil do u want some pancakes? I was thinking about making some."

Wow Dan what's wrong? You never cook" He said with a sarcastic tone in his voice.

"Whatever Phil" I said smirking. I went into the kitchen to make the pancakes. I looked up a recipe and thirty minutes later, I had some delicious pancakes.

"Phil pancakes are ready."

He ran into the kitchen to grab some. I put the plate that had all of the pancakes behind my back, so he had to put his arms around me and grab them.

"Hey Phil, I have all the pancakes. You are going to gave to get them from me." I said teasing him. I heard his stomach grumble. He must be really hungry. He tried to get them but he couldn't. "Phil, I guess you will have to put both your arms around me to get you favorite food." I said giggling a little.

He put both of his arms around me. And got really close to my face. All I wanted to do was kiss him. But I have to wait. I hope he feels the same about me. God he is so cute. He finnaly got the plate of pancakes and started to eat.

HE must of been really ungry because he ate all of the 8 pancakes that I gave him, in 10 minutes. "Dan I don't feel so good anymore. I think I ate too many pancakes. Will you carry me to my room I'm tired again and I want to take a nap."

"Ok fine Phil." I picked him up bridal style, and instead of bringing him to his room I brought him to mine. HE didn't seem bothered by it and quickly fell asleep on my bed. As did I. We both woke up at about 7 pm starving.

"Phil. I want pizza!" I said in a cranky mood.

"Dan, I don't want to get up."

I grabbed his ass and brought him closer to my body forcefully. "Phil, I want pizza." I whispered seductively into his ear. He started to kiss me passionately. I tried to get entrance with my tongue but he wouldn't let me in. I bit his lip and he opened his mouth. I took that opportunity to stick my tongue in his mouth and explore every single centimeter of his mouth.

"Ok I will go get you pizza" He said with a slight smile.

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A/N Nobody is reading this but oh well stay sexi

byeeee