Sanders Sides Oneshots <3

Part 4

Fourth writing prompt?
(Cover not my art)
*¡!Smut Warning!¡*
Roman's POV
I sunk back to the mind palace, trying, and failing, to blink back tears.
"Janus. Who does he think he is? and Thomas. I thought I was his HERO-" I rant, to what I had assumed was an empty Mind Palace, but get cut off by Virgil.
"Princey, are you okay?" 
I turn around slowly.  I find Logan, Virgil and Remus sitting at the kitchen island. 
"I need a drink."  is all I manage to choke out. 
"I'm not giving you alcohol-" Logan starts.
"I will!" Remus says, cutting him off.
Remus pours me a glass of scotch and hands it to me as I sit down next to Virgil, who sips his tea. 
"So, What happened-" Virgil starts.
"His name is Janus." I cut him off.
Virgil chokes on his tea, as Remus glares at me asking what he did.
"He-" I choke out. "He said... if I had...a mustache he wouldn't know who the...evil twin is." I place my hands over my eyes, not letting the other's see my weakness. I'm supposed to be the rock. the foundation. I can't crumble when things get heavy. I'm supposed to be strong... 
But I'm weak.  I feel the tears start to fall.
"I swear to fuck. That little whore isn't going to be able to feel his balls for a month." Remus yells.
"Janus is whom, now?" Logan asks, confused.
"Deceit. Little fucker." Remus says. That's exactly what I had thought when I heard him say that. maybe we aren't that different after all...
"Thomas... doesn't think I'm his Hero anymore. He's right. I'm weak. I keep messing up. I'm no HERO..." I sob into my hands. Someone pulls me into a hug. Virgil?
"You may not feel like a hero right now, but that doesn't mean you aren't," he whispers. he pulls away so I have to look at him.
"Plus, every hero needs a villain, right?" He asks, offering me a small smile. 
I collapse into his shoulder again, body racking with sobs. 
he starts to rub small circles on my back, and run his fingers through my hair. 
"Shhh, it's okay. I'm here." He soothes me.
"I-" I start, but my breath catches in my throat, sending me into a panic attack. I start hyperventilating. I clutch fistfuls of my hair. Is the room getting smaller? I try to breathe. I can't hear anything anymore? What is happening to me? I can't see through the tears. I know Virgil is saying something, I just have no idea what. I'm making a scene. I don't want to be. I want to disappear. I take off, running. As soon as I'm in my room, I collapse on the floor, sobbing. I slammed the door shut.  I still can't hear anything, so I'm not surprised when Virgil comes in behind me.
"...oman! Roman! Look at me. Look at me!" Virgil says. I can hear? I can hear! I look at him.  "Breathe. It's okay. I know, It's hard to breathe when you're scared, but keep trying. You can do it. I'm here for you."  
I try to breathe. My breath catches and I start to panic again. 
"Hey, It's okay! keep trying. we can do it. In and out. ready?"
I nod. I take a small breath. It works. I relax a little.
"That's good, Keep going," Virgil says.
I keep breathing like that for a little bit, but it's still hard to breathe. I can feel the anxiety creeping back up. 
"Ro, look at me. breathe in for four seconds." 
I do as I'm told.
"Hold your breath for seven seconds." 
I comply again.
"Now, breathe out for eight seconds."
I do so.
"Keep going, it's okay, I promise." 
Once I've calmed down, I turn to him.
"Thank you," I say.
"Well, if there is one thing I'm good at, It's recognizing panic attacks." He chuckles to himself.
"heh, I guess you're right. Sorry... for crumbling. I know I'm supposed to be the strong one. I'm really sorry you had to see that side of me...."  I trail off. Virgil cups my face with both of his hands, making me look at him.
"Roman. Stop that. You still have feelings too. You are human. Well, not physically, but you still have human emotions. It's okay to be human." He says. I can feel his breath on my lips. Everything in my body is screaming at me to kiss him, but he just felt comfortable around us...
"O...kay. " I breathe out, barely a whisper. 
He presses our foreheads together. 
"Everything is gonna be okay. I Promise." He whispers to me.
All I can think is, Fuck it, and I kiss him. I expect him to pull back right away, but he kisses me back. He pulls me closer by the sash, licking my lip, asking for entrance, which I happily granted. His tongue explores every crevice of my mouth, sending new waves of pleasure over me. 
----Virgil's POV----
When Roman kissed me, I thought I was dreaming, at first. when I realized I wasn't, I put everything into that kiss. Every drop of love I had for him. everything he made me feel. We kissed until our lungs were screaming for air, and we pull apart, panting. 
"I love you." He says. I swear, I smiled so wide, it hurt.
"I Love you too." 
He looks shocked for a second, and then I kiss him again. He smiled at me, before I move to his neck, kissing and biting until I find his sweet spot. When I do, I make sure to leave a very prominent hickey there, marking my territory.
"Virgil~ d- Don't...Ah~" Roman moans. 
I grin against his skin.
"Oh, so you don't want me to..?~," I ask, making sure he can feel my breath on his sweet spot when I talk. He stifles a groan. 
"Then I won't touch~" I whisper, trailing my open mouth up to his neck.
"P- please~" He begs.
"Moan for me. " I say above his skin, slowly.
"Virgil~" he moans.
"Good boy," I say, and slowly start bitting his neck.
He puts his hands in my hair and tugs. I involuntarily moan in response.
I glance up at him, seeing him bite his lip. It's all I can do not to jump on him then and there. 
"Are you sure you want this?" I Ask.
"God, yes please. I want to feel you. I want you to make every inch of my body yours." Roman says, looking up at me with pleading eyes. 
I nod, carrying him over to his bed, as he pulls me down, kissing me again. I can feel him running his hand up my shirt. I start to palm him through his jeans. Jesus Christ, he got this hard just from us making out?
He moans into my mouth. when the kiss breaks, he whimpers at the loss of contact, but quickly turn into moans when I start biting his neck again, still palming him, but now only through his boxers. I use one of my hands to play with his left nipple. He moans loudly, thrusting his hips into my hand, wanting more friction. 
"Daddy, Please! Mmm~" he pleads. 
I finally give in, grasping his hard member and pumping it up and down, causing him to moan even louder somehow. 
"P- please, Daddy, I need you," he begs
"Patience, Kitten. You'll get what you want." 
Now both of us are fully stripped down to our boxers. I kiss down Roman's chest making sure to leave as many hickeys as possible. 
He moans louder the closer I get to his member.  I gently lick the tip of his cock, and he moans loudly. I smirk and take his entire cock in my mouth without any warning. Roman becomes a moaning mess, and the only word he can manage is "Daddy~"
He doesn't notice as I lube up my fingers until I slowly insert one into his entrance. He gasps, trying to mute his moans with his hand.
"No, Kitten, I want to hear your pretty voice~" I coo. 
He whimpers and moans loudly when I move my finger. 
I grin, and take his cock back in my mouth. 
I add a second finger once he's adjusted. 
He rocks his hips back on my fingers, wanting more. 
I scissor my fingers, making him moan louder.
once I decide he's stretched enough, I lube up my own dick
and align myself with Roman's entrance. 
"Ready?" I ask him. He grabs my hand and nods. I slowly push my length inside him, kissing away the tears that prick his eyes. I let him adjust, distracting him with kisses. he sucks in a sharp breath and whispers,
"Move.."
I slowly move out, and he gasps again, arching his back.
With the next thrust, he moans, in both pleasure and pain.  A few thrusts later and he's a moaning mess. 
"Ahn!~ Daddy!~ Yes~" He moans.
I groan, feeling myself edging closer to climax.
"Daddy, I- I'm gonna~" He moans
"Me too, Kitten." I groan. 
and with that Roman climaxes on his chest, as I do inside him. 
I pull out, and Roman whimpers again, until I wrap my arms around him, keeping him safe. 
"Virgil?" He asks
I hum in response. 
"Thank you."  He says.
"Of course, My Prince. and Roman?"
"Yes, Love?"
"You'll always be my Hero."