My new life

Harry - 11

Christmas was hard because of all of the family that couldn't get together due to death. I started cutting more often and pushing Draco out. I didn't even realize until, one night, Draco confronted me about it.

-  Harry, I know it's a delicate subject and everything but I am not leaving you alone until you tell me what's going with you and your wrists.

-  If I tell you, you have to promise me you are not going to get mad at me.

-  How could I baby, I love you.

-  I love you too princess.

And then I started to tell him all of the guilt I felt and he was very calm and comforting about it. At least up to the point where I explain the cutting.

-  What do you mean you are cutting yourself? It's not a good thing Harry. What happened to not pushing me away!

-  You promised not to get mad and I didn't push you away, I just never knew how to bring it up and it helps me when I was getting depressed.

-  You mean you have doing it during this year?

-  Yes.

-  Okay, well here is what we are going to do. First, you are going to write to the Weasley to ask if you can spend the holidays there, it will be good for you. Then we are going to take everything you are using to cut yourself and you will destroy them. Finally, we are getting in bed and if you feel like crying, we'll cry, if you feel like kissing, we'll kiss and if you feel like sleeping, we'll sleep. And there is no getting away.

-  But I was going to stay here with you for Christmas. Come on, you can't tell me that spending two weeks with you is not going to be better than spending two weeks without you in a family with my ex-girlfriend while they are going to be crying to death of Fred.

-  You are making this very difficult but yes.

-  I'll only go if you come with me.

-  Fine if I can, I'll come with you now let's get to the second part of the plan.

I sight before going to my trunk and opening a hidden compartment. In there was at least 10 knifes and another 10 razors blades. Some of them were still covered in blood. Draco looked so worry when he saw me getting this out of my trunk.

-  Now, destroy them and then come in the bed.

-  How I am suppose to destroy them?

-  Use Reducto.

I quickly destroyed them before getting in bed and cuddle Draco as he was leaving gentle kiss on my neck. It was weird that I didn't fell like crying or yelling.

-  Thank you princess, I love you

-  I love you too and don't forget to write to the Weasley tomorrow morning.

-  I won't. I'm tired so good night love.

-  Good night baby.

I woke up the next morning exited because it was the last day of school before the Christmas break. Draco was still sleeping and I knew he was a light sleeper so I tried not move. He woke up a couple of minutes later because I couldn't stay in bed anymore, so I had started to kiss him.

-  If only I could always wake up like that, it would be paradise.

-  Then I am going to do it more often. Good morning princess, go shower while I write my letter and then we are going to breakfast okay?

-  Fine but only if I get another kiss.

I kissed him before going to the desk. I wrote:

Dear Molly and Arthur,

I hope everyone is okay. As you may know (I would assume Ron told you) I have found a mate. He is a Neko and he came to see me at the beginning of the year. I would tell you who he is but, if you don't already know, I would want to keep it a surprise. Anyway, I was wondering if we could pass Christmas with you this year.

Love, Harry Potter.

I had to wait all day for a response. It came just before dinner

Dear Harry,

You are right, Ron told us everything so we know about your blond mate and it would be a pleasure to have you spend Christmas with us. See you soon.

Love Molly.

I almost jump out of excitement before running to find Draco on his way to the great hall.

-  Dray love, I just got an answer, guess where we are spending Christmas!

-  Harry,  that awesome. I told you it would be fine.

-  Yeah sure now come on, we have to pack.

 I was pushing him to get to our room.

-  Okay Harry, stop pushing me please. I know you're excited, but if you break every bone in my body, we're gonna pass the break in the hospital.

-  Okay but HURRY UP DRAY!

-  Fine.

After a lot of pushing, jumping and kissing and other things, we finally finished packing and went to bed. The next morning I ran down to catch Ron before he left on the first train.

-  Hey Ron, see you later this afternoon okay?

-  Yes mate. I'm happy you're coming home for Christmas.

-  Me too.