Love Me Till I Die

Listen to It Again

I was in my room for the rest of the night. I heard a knock on the door. "Come in." I said. The door opened. It was my uncle. "Jordan, what can I do to help you?" My uncle Jason asked me. I looked at him. "I honestly don't know." I said sighing. I looked back at my phone. Uncle Jason walked up and grabbed my phone. He looked at the screen and looked at me. He walked to my desk and put my phone on the charger and walked to me and sat on my bed. I was laying down on my bed. "You need to stop looking at those text messages." Said Uncle Jason. "I seriously can't stop. She was right about me. I'm worthless, stupid, and a dumb bitch." I said angry. My uncle looked and me dead in the eyes and said "JORDAN JAYLEE YOU ARE NOT. Don't listen to her. Because she was your best friend doesn't mean that she can put you down like that." Stephanie came in. "What's going on?" She asked. I looked away and turn to face the wall. I started to cry. "She looked at that text that her former best friend sent her after what happened."
Said my uncle. I started to burst into tears. Uncle Jason gave me a big hug and held me close to him till I stopped crying. Stephanie came in and gave me hug too. "Alexa, play gone away by Five Finger Death Punch." I said. Gone  Away started to play. Then my uncle looked at me. I stopped crying. I realised that I relax by that voice. That one voice was Ivan. Sometimes when I play that song I think of him talking to me. As the song ended I looked at my uncle. He was trying to process what I'm thinking about this song. I said to him "I want you to listen to it again but try to go in my prospective. Alexa , play gone away by five finger death punch". The song played again. A few minutes went by. The song ended. He looked at me. "That's sad. I'm sorry that you have to feel about that way." My uncle said. I gave him a big hug. Stephanie was crying. "What's wrong babe?" I Said my uncle. "I-I-I listen t-t-to it has h-h-her perspective too." Said Stephanie bursting down to tears. She was sitting on my bed and we gave her hug. "Let's go get Ice cream." Said my uncle. I was up and running to the front door. I got my shoes on. The door bell rang. I opened it. It was Zoltan. Something must not be good.