Having You [SeYoung]

Chapter 17

Hayoung POV

I took a deep breath to calm myself. I look at Sehun who is sitting beside me. He's didn't said anything since I told him that I'm maybe pregnant instead he pulled me to follow him so here we are, in the hospital to check up if I really get pregnant. We're still waiting for the doctor to bring out the result. I feel really scared if I really pregnant. What if Sehun hate this child and divorce me?

Suddenly Dr.Jin interrupted my thought. She sit in front of us with a smile on her face which is make me scared.

"Congratulations, Mr.Oh! Your wife is pregnant! It's been two weeks now. Congratulations, Mrs.Oh!" Dr.Jin smile to us but her smile vanished when saw our empty expression.

"I'm sorry." I just can smile bitterly and thanks the doctor.

Sehun didn't say anything. He seems like in deep of thought. After he send me back, he's going out again, leaving me alone in the house. I lay on the couch while thinking my future with this baby. Then, tears start to forming in the corner of my eyes.

"I'm so stupid for hoping him to love this child. I'm sorry, baby, because of me, your daddy hate you. I'm so sorry but I promise to take care of you." I caressed my tummy. 

'No matter how bad you are, I'm never regret to carrying your child, Sehun. You're my first love and I will never hate you.' I keep crying until I feel tired and fell asleep on the couch.

Sehun POV

After sending back Hayoung, I'm leaving her without saying anything and I know she must be disappointed to me but I had my own reason to that. To be honest, I'm happy but there is something bothering in my mind now.

"Sehun, how could you do that to her? She is your wife and the baby in her tummy is your child." Kai seems disappointed on me.

"Honestly, I'm happy when Hayoung is pregnant but I'm just scared if that crazy woman will know Hayoung is pregnant, then she will plan something bad to hurt Hayoung and our baby. I'm scared if I can't protect them." I drink the tequila in oneshot.

"I know you're worried but you have to think about Hayoung's feeling too because she must be thinking you hate the baby when you just leave her alone in the middle of the night. Why don't you come back and talk to her about that woman and I'm very sure Hayoung will understand." Baekhyun's words make me thinking for a while and nodded.

"Thank you, guys, but I need your help." Sehun look at Baekhyun and Kai with a serious face.

"What is it?" Kai and Baekhyun frowned.

"I want you to hire some people to watch over my brother and my parents. I know she would use my brother or my parents to get close with Hayoung. And, I want some bodyguard for Hayoung. I'll also asked my people to investigates about her. I feel something not right when she come back just to get me back." Sehun pour the red wine in the glass.

"Sure. Don't worry, Sehun. You just have to focus on Hayoung pregnancy." Baekhyun and Kai patting my shoulders. They are really my best friends.

Home

I saw a figure lying down on the couch. I saw Hayoung sleeping without blanket. I sit in front of her and saw her puffy eyes. She must be crying because of me again. I lift her in bridal-style to my room and put her on the bed.

After taking a bath, I laying beside her and pull her to my embrace. I hug her tightly and kiss her scalp dearly.

"I love you and sorry, baby." I caressing her stomach.

No One POV

Hayoung open her eyes slowly as sunlight from the window bothering her sleep. She turn around and shocked when saw Sehun sleeping while cuddling her.

"Sehun? Wait, this is not my room." She look around.

"Morning, honey." Sehun slowly open his eyes and smile.

"Hmm.. morning." Hayoung replied awkwardly and try to get up but Sehun grab her waist tightly.

"Sehun, let me go." Hayoung try to push him but he just too stronger.

"I love you." Sehun winked.

"Huh?!" Hayoung frowned.

"I said I love you." Sehun repeat again.

"Stop joking, Sehun. It's not funny. Now let me go." Hayoung try to push him again but Sehun end up kiss her and move on top of her. Hayoung didn't reply and try to push him but he's too stronger. Sehun feel a little disappointed because Hayoung didn't reply the kissed so he pull it out. He look at her eyes and he saw a sadness in her eyes.

"Are you hurt?" Sehun caress her cheek but Hayoung avoid it. Sehun sigh softly.

"I know you're disappointed. I had a reason why I'm being like that last night. I just.."

"You hate this baby, right?" Hayoung interrupted and tears start to form in her eyes.

"No! Who said that? I love my baby. Why would I hate my own baby?" Sehun's face become stern when Hayoung accused him like that.

"Since you hate me! Don't worry, Sehun. I will go out from your life if you didn't like this baby. I will take care of my child by myself." Hayoung stare into Sehun's eyes as she already crying. Sehun feel hurt when saw her crying in front of him.

"Let me explain, Hayoung. I didn't hate this child. I love my baby and I love my wife too. Please listen to me, honey." Sehun wipe her tears which is keep flowing down.

"I fell in love with you, Hayoung. I don't know since when but what I know I already fell in love with you. I hate it when I saw you crying especially because of me. I'm sorry because I treat you badly when we're kid. Yes, it's true that I hate you so much until I decided to move with my grandparents at US.

I thought you're bad woman who wanted my family's wealth but I'm totally wronged when I get married with you. You're still treat me nicely even though I'm always angry and cold to you. After I took your virginity that night, I couldn't stop thinking how can you give your virginity to a bad man like me.

But you still gave me everything including your heart. I felt guilty when heard your confession because I didn't deserved a prefect woman like you. You're too kind and beautiful for me, Hayoung. You didn't deserve to love a bad guy like me but I can't stop myself to fall in love with you." Sehun try to not crying. Hayoung shocked when heard Sehun's confession.

"No, Sehun, you're wrong. You deserve me perfectly. I love you." Hayoung pull him into hug.

"I'm so sorry because I hated you before. I'm sorry, baby."

"It's okay, Sehun. I understand your feeling. Forget about the past and start a new life with our baby." Hayoung wiped a tears on Sehun's cheeks.

"Yes, our baby. I will take care of you and our baby. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I just want to love you for the rest of my life. Thank you for giving me a chance." Sehun cupped her cheeks and kiss her passionately. Hayoung deepened the kissed by circling her arms on his neck. They feel really happy when knowing about each other feeling.

"Hayoung, I have something to tell you." Sehun face's become worried.

"What is it? Why are you looking worried?"

"It's about Jessica."

"What?" Hayoung frowned.
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