Luke,
I know I fucked up and I am really sorry....I never meant to hurt you. I know you hate me now but I love you. I always will. You may not wanna be with me but I love you. I will love for all of my life and all of eternity. You were the only one who could make me smile with just one word. It made my day even if you just messaged me. I know I lost you and it kills me. I never thought I would lose you. I know I made a big mistake and if I could fix it I would. I love you and only you and I wont stop. Your still the love of my life. I miss you already and I can't bear the thought that we arent Laden anymore. I thought we were forever and always. I lost you. and I'm sorry for everything I said...I'm sorry for fighting with you. I'm sorry for doing whatever I did to make you hate me. I never could bear the thought of losing you until I lost you now. I know Laden is over but I love you. Never forget that. 5-28-14 will always be the best day of my life because I met you. I will never forget that day. Everything you said made me smile. You were the reason behind my smile and your the reason I believed in love. I know I made mistakes, but I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Luke I love you. Understand this please and realize that I am truly sorry. I would do anything I have to get you back in my arms. I will never let you go and you will always have my heart. I've never been so in love with anyone then I am with you. You are my reason I'm even breathing. You are my best friend and one true love. I am in love with you. And I know love is just a shout into the void and oblivion is inevitible and I am in love with you. My love for you will never stopped. I have loved you since day one and I will continue to love you. Nothing will ever change that. You mean absolutely everything to me. I never wanna lose you ever. You are just my definition of perfect and you mean the world to me. Every time I say I love you I mean it. You are my world. Please dont let Laden go. I will never love anyone else but you. Nothing will change my love for you. Nothing will make me forget you. I have been in love with you through everything we've been through. I love you and only you. Understand? You are the love of my life and you always will be no matter what happens between us.
~Braden
