The Game of Love

Chapter 12: Being truthful

Janelle's p.o.v:

I woke up cuddled up to Ross. I sighed as i realized what he witnessed last night. I never wanted him to see me in that state knowing it would crush him.

I tried to get up off the bed but Ross just tightened his grip on me pulling me on top of him damn. why does he cuddle in his sleep. i didn't feel like fighting to get free because my sides hurt.

I decided to just take advantage of it and cuddle in him more. I had started to stare at him. just wondering off into space seeing his pink lips parted so he could mumble his nonsense in his sleep. I leaned up and planted a lingering kiss on his lips, I soon felt his moving along with mine so I pull to see a smile on his face. "that was a really good way to wake me up" he smirked holding me closer. then he became serious; "are you feeling better?" 

I sighed knowing that the question would pop up eventually I just wished it was later. " to be honest I don't know" I replied looking as his eyes saddened with my answer. "What's wrong?" He said concern in his voice.

If I'm being completely honest everything is wrong but I don't want him to know that because I know how he'd react. "Nothing just forget about" I say turning my back toward him.

I heard him sigh and felt the bed go up. I turn around to see him walking out the room. I probably got him more mad then if I would of told him "Dammit"

I go off the bed and headed downstairs to see him pouring some juice in a cup.

I walk up behind him wrapping my arms around his waist and lay my head on his back.

"are you mad at me?" I mumble to him.

he's sighs "I'm not mad just fustrated."

I immediately fell bad for making him upset "I'm sorry" I say as I place a gentle kiss on his back were my head lay.

"it's just..I love you baby and it kills me to see you in this state but you won't tell me what's wrong and it gets me upset that I'm not able to help you when that's all I want right now"

he turns around in my arms so he's facing me. "like I get it hurts but you can trust me baby and you know that."

I lean my head in and place a kiss on his lips; him moving his hands to my hips "I love you" he mumbles in the kiss, which makes me smile.

I pull out of the kiss "Ross it's not like i don't want to tell you but I'm afraid you'll get mad at what's been going on" I say looking into his hazel eyes.

"I probably would get mad but that's because I love you. please baby"

I lead him to my couch which is the only thing that wasn't touched. everything was still thrown everywhere.

Ross had pulled me down to sit on his lap.

I let out a deep breath that I didn't know I was holding and told him everything that has been going on for the boast weeks he hasn't been at school.....
A/N: i apologize that it's so short i promise that the next one will be long.
keep rocking guys :)