Eyes glistening with tears
Packed with a heavy heart
Trapped in my own mind
Soul wishing to depart...
Wishing it was different
Guilt is creeping inside
Mind reminiscing the memories
Does the devil still resides...?
Falling onto my knees
My Hands are the only hold I got
Sobbing, crying like a newborn
Can't make the tears stop...
Piercing through the air
Then the screams came
Throat feeling eerily dry
Red eyes holding soo much pain...
Hands reaching out
For someone to hold them
To kneel down and support
My helpless, crying , fragile frame....
Heart aching for the closeness
That was long gone
I was too late to understand the phrase
"Let bygones be bygones...."
Now I am breaking from inside, and
Although I was always lonely
I never felt this empty
Like my world just left me in a frenzy...
It feels suffocating now
Choking up on the salty intruders
Not ready for the sudden emptiness
Now begging for just one touch...
'It never came, it never will'
My mind says it again and again
Denying the actual situation
I let my heart be in vain...
How funny it is thought
Balling my eyes out, red they are now
Wiping the Red puffy nose
"It looks cute " was all I remember, Wow!
It will subside I know, it did
Agony will not stay for long
If I learn to love it, it will leave me
And I was right all along.... :-)
It was like a curse on me,
Angel finally left
I couldn't do anything
I love, I care and then...I wept...
It was like a reality show
With the finale pre decided
In my heart the world remains,always will be...
I will end this agony and pain...
I decided ...I decided...I decided .
-PRAKS
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😶The Poetry Of REPRESSED EMOTIONS❣️
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