My Engineer - Mek x Boss - Confession

Confession 1 - MekBoss

Boss eagerly ran to Mek's dorm, he pounded on the door, "The best Husband in the whole wide world! Your loving Wife is here! Open the door!!!"

Mek was startled, why was Boss at his door? He hurriedly did a once over to check if there were any photos or items laying around that he didn't want Boss to see. After he was sure, he went to let the little guy in, the one whom he's had a crush on since the first day of university.

Mek was bombarded, the moment the overly excited chatterbox walked in, "Mek!!! Husband!!! What am I supposed to do!!! She asked me to go over to her house!!! Should I bring, you know, protection?! But I don't even know how to use it..."

The first arrow...

Boss threw his hands in the air then made a kissy face, "I haven't even kissed her yet! Maybe I'm thinking about it too much. Maybe that's not what she wants, but, what am I going to do! Maybe we'll have our first kiss today!!!"

The second arrow...

Boss grabbed onto Mek's arm, "Help me! Bestest, most loving Husband in the universe! Help me!!! Teach me!!! What am I supposed to do? How...do you kiss someone? Is it difficult? I can barely hold her hand! If only she can hug onto me like this!" He demonstrated.

Bullseye!

Mek's heart shattered. The bandages that he had placed on the small cracks over the years were all ripped off in an instant.

He pulled his arm back and pushed Boss on the sofa.

"Mek?" Boss was surprised, the usually gentle and quiet Mek had never been so aggressive to him before. His Husband had a death stare, but it was never directed towards him...until now...

Mek couldn't hold it in anymore, grief, bitterness, outrage, he wasn't sure which emotion was more prevalent.

It couldn't be contained, trying to block it was futile.

He fought, but he was too weak.

It poured out, all his grievances, injustices, unfairness, everything that he kept deep down; the dam broke.

He kept his head low, his voice was shaky, "All this time. Why can't you see it? Or is it that you choose not to see."

He looked straight into Boss' eyes and didn't waver...

The anger, "All the things that you want to do with Fon, haven't I been doing them with you because she's never there!" He grabbed on to the frail arms.

The tears, "How can you not feel it! Every damn time you talk about your feelings for her, how can I not know. I know better than anyone else!" Droplets landed on skin.

The yelling, "Stop calling me Husband. I don't want to hear it anymore. What more do you want from me?" The quivering voice.

The confession, "I've loved you since the first time I met you! I don't talk because I love hearing your voice. I let you win because you're my one and only." A sigh of relief.

The distancing, "Don't come near me again. I'm done. There is only so much that a person can take! Don't you understand." He pulled away.

The truth, "The song, it was always meant for you. How are you so dense?" He knocked over the guitar.

The realization, "I can't do this anymore. This hurts too much. My heart hurts." He pounded his chest.

The plea, "Can you just spare me? Please stop torturing me. I'm begging you, just let me be. Don't come looking for me, don't hang onto my arm, don't ask me to help you with anything." He fell to his knees.

The bargaining, "If you have even the least bit of love for me, even as a friend, please stop telling me these things! I can't take this pain. I don't want to know about you and someone else!" He tried to wipe his tears...

The apology, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I thought that I could keep this with me until the day that I die. I thought after these four years, I can go off and find someone else to obsess over. I never thought I would let you know." It won't stop flowing...

The greed, "But how can I not, I'm your Husband. I'm possessive. I want you and only you. Yet, all you do is talk about Fon! I'm jealous." He pulled him into his embrace, one last time.

The end of the line, "I'm hurting! I'm dying here!" He crumbled onto the floor...

The last words, "Goodbye Boss..." He let go...

The last stand, "LEAVE! NOW! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!" He pointed to the door...