For you || j. tribbiani [2]

II. THE ONE WHERE WITH THE HEART TO HEART.

As Katrina Bing sat in her apartment a warm cup of tea in hand along side with a journal she had been subconsciously writing in, her door opened abruptly causing the brunette to look up surprised and slightly amused at the melodramatic entrance that her friend had just invested in as Rachel strutted in taking her coat off in the process shutting the door behind her she plopped down next to her friend.

"Ross ditched me in Greece," Rachel declared slowly as if she was still trying to process the information in a way in which she could say it without getting pissed at the newlywed.
"He actually left me in Greece."
"Actually," Katrina cut in correcting her friend. "He left you on the plane to Greece, but carry on." Katrina continued off of the short defeated glare that was sent her way.
"Ross is married. He's actually married." Rachel scoffed "I tried to break up a wedding."
"Rach, I love you. But I thought we already discussed that Monica was controlling your love life and not me."
"Monica's with your brother and it's not like you're busy." Rachel huffed leaning her chin in her hand.

"They've been spending a lot of time together since London and I know it's not just me who sees that, right?" Katrina asked hoping it was just her mind playing tricks on her.
"Kat." Rachel wined
"Right we are talking about you." Katrina said leaning forward in her seat after moving her journal from her lap to the counter in front of her. "Go ahead."
"I like Ross." Rachel began "and he said my name at his wedding, I mean that has to mean something right?"
Katrina scrunched her nose in thought causing Rachels face to fall. "What?" She questioned
"Sorry," Katrina apologized "that's just the first time you've told me, directly, that you like Ross — the Paleontologist who's ex wife is a lesbian, Geller."

Rachel rolled her eyes at the description of the oldest Geller and the smile on her face lifted up as her eyes landed on the journal in front of her which held a page of 'I love him.' written on it over and over again this caused the woman to become intrigued and quickly grab the journal before Katrina could intercept.

"It looks like I'm not the only person who could use a talk about how to correctly express their emotions." Rachel teased showing the journal, Katrina grabbed the journal from the girl glaring at her friend slightly.

"You bursted into my apartment, to talk about your problems remember?" Katrina reminded her friends
"Besides I don't even remember writing this."

Rachel grabbed the journal back flipping through the many pages of written scribbles commenting, "do you remember writing these?"

Katrina shook her head causing Rachel to sigh and toss the book freely onto the table.
"Spill Bing." Rachel ordered "what did you and Joey decide at the wedding?"
"How do you know about that?" Katrina asked a panic feeling rushing over her petite body.
"Mon told me, duh." Rachel said before noticing her friends stance and sighed. "No your brother doesn't know, unless Ross or Joey told him and I doubt Joeys telling him anything anytime soon. Especially if there's nothing to tell?" She hinted with a raised eyebrow causing the girl to swallow nervously.

"We decided, equally, that it's better that we go back to before when nothing happened and not talk about it ever again."
This caused Rachel to scoff, "you did not!"
"We did."
"No, you did." Rachel said roughly surprising the brunette in front of her "I know one thing and that is you are the one girl that Joey Tribbiani has truly ever loved and he wouldn't ever agree on letting you go which means you told him you didn't want to be with him anymore and basically gave him permission to go screw other girls!"
"But he agreed —." Katrina started only to be cut off by the upset woman.
"Because he's in love with you and he wants you to be happy. Even if that means not with him."

Katrina pauses for a brief moment her fingers picking the nail polish of the other nails as she though about her friends determined speech.
"Kat." Rachel started scooting closer to her friend "is this about Chandler?"
"Everything I do is because of Chandler because all I want is for my brother to be happy because after everything we've been through, he deserves every happiness he can get even if it means sacrificing some of mine for him."

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Sorry for the short chapter this is more of a filler as I attempt to brainstorm some new ideas. If you have any let me know, I'm always open to new opinions and ideas!