sweeter than vanilla. ┊namseok

⤹ sju

[is this really the start of something new?: seven]

-2 weeks later.

"Tell me, who?!"

"No one, Jimin! Now get off uGh!!"

"Yeah, that's what they all say bitch. Who is it???"

Hoseok groaned as he was pushed down on the couch, phone clutched in his hands as his best friend climbed on top of him trying to get it. He was shortly running out of breath from the weight against his chests, and even with his ear splitting pleas for him to get off Jimin didn't give two shits.

"PLEASE I CANT BREATHE I-"

"Then let me see who you're texting while smiling at your phone for?! Then I'll tell you how me and kook started dating!"

Hoseok didn't fall for the blackmailing as he already knew the story— jungkook took him out a couple of times before bringing him to his home confessing over a glass of chocolate milk (wow, so classy). Another groan emitted from the eldest before he gave up, moving Jimin off him to show him his phone. "Okay, okay! It's..."

"Nyamjyoon?? What—"

"His actual name is Namjoon.." he corrects scratching the back of his neck nervously.

"Aah! Sounds fairly cute!!" The other coos, scrolling through the messages shared between the two which made Hoseok only 10 times more anxious. Cause he knew that he would find something and began screaming-

"Oh my gosh- my Hoseokie?! Uh, are you seeing this?" Jimin crazily points at the message as if it shown he won 1 million dollars, that Hoseok could see but clearly not good enough as Jimin shoved it to his face again, crashing to his nose.

"Ow, jimin! Yes, I see," the older pouts, rubbing his nose. "H-he doesn't mean it like that.. like, you call me babe.. I-it's a pet name-"

"Okay, but I never said my hoseokie so, tea!!"

"Coffee."

"Uh, no. Tea."

"Uh, yes. Coffe—"

"alright shush up! I don't see how him calling you cutie isn't flirting, or putting my in front of your name- especially nicknames, Hyung." He says matter-of-factly.

"Is this your boyfrie-"

"No!! He's just a friend."

"A friend who you're crushing on, yup yup. What else should I be told here?"

"I'm not crushing!" Hoseok tells way too loud for it to sound believable.

"Pft, mhm. Bet you wanna suck his shlong—"

"Please! Stop talking!" He throws a pillow at the youngest face who begins another banter but is shut up as cotton and feather tickles his throat.

Hoseok finally gives in on saying he's crushing on the giant, and the younger yelled happily, clapping his hands as he screamed "hoseok's finally moved on!!" And "hoseok's got a new lover~" In a sing song voice. He ran up to his room knowing that the younger would just say more embarrassing things— and he sure as hell didn't want to stick around for it. Which is how he concluded, he hates it here.

—

Hoseok woke up the next morning,  staring at his ceiling. He had been up for at least the past hour, and he had a thousand thoughts, all of them being filled with his past and of course, Namjoon.

Two days ago, he confessed his "teeny weeny" crush for Namjoon to Jimin, and ever since then he hasn't ever stopped thinking about it. Mainly the words, "Hoseok's got a new lover~" which, yeah, maybe is true.

But he can't help but think, is this really the start of a new book?? After all the pain and wounds he's spent cleaning up with cotton tissues for his heart since he's been with Taehyung, is he sure this is the new book to his next love life?

No matter how much he's tried months ago to move and grasp a new lovers hand to hold, he just couldn't. He tried and tried to find someone who could heal him, as he was still bleeding some nights with beautiful moments that turned to horrible times when he sat up in his bed at midnight.

Namjoon was a perfect man—maybe even the it man for Hoseok. He was funny, had his stupid little adorable slip ups that always made Hoseok fall apart with laughter. He took him to places, some fancy late dinners where they cooked ribs and opened up more about themselves, simple walks and picnics outside by a waterfall as they stood at the very edge seeing how far they could go. He was always generous, handsome—maybe even an ethereal angel if we go that far— and treated Hoseok like he was a jewel.

The little attempted flirts, late night calls, slight hand brushing, and hangouts all made Hoseok's heart flutter open and gave him hope that Namjoon maybe had interest in him.

The more time he's spent with Namjoon made his seething veins close as they soon opened with happiness. He could finally smile again, and it was great.

But he was just unsure about it all— was he just doing this to be kind? Even though he's been through a heartbreak himself and knows the pain, he could still trick me?? Does he even really care for me? More importantly am I ready to move on fully and open up the gates to my heart with a key just for him to make home in..?

A ding from his phone pulls him out of his thoughts and he hurriedly grabs it, smiling ever so big when he sees it's from the one he loves.

"Wanna go for a walk in the park? < 33"

—

Is this good, 👁. Also I think it's about time I give a name for the ppl who follow meee. I'm gayffee, y'all are mi gaybies

Idk, I'll think about it Nd probably make it more pwetty, hehe < 3