A Letter To Stop A Marriage (A Pansmoine Fanfic)

I Wont Apologize

Pansy paced in her room throwing things off her desk and yelling. She cried and cried harder and harder she felt as if she had been dunked in water and left there to drown.

"Pansy he knows do you understand how embarrassing that is!?"

Pansy took in a deep breath as Dracos words were revolving in her head spinning faster and faster

"Merlin pansy! I know we don't love each other like that but can you stop and think about me for once?"

Pansy choked as she sat on the ground, hugging herself

"You know what!? You are a coward!"

Pansy felt her breath hitch as she tried to calm down she scratched at her skin roughly and bit her lip hiccups interfering with her breathing correctly. She sniffled quietly in her room when a white owl tapped on her window

"Hedwig?" Pansy sniffled she stood and took the envelope from the bird and it flew away. Pansy stared at the envelope with black curvy writing that read her name

Hey, pansy. I know you don't want to hear this from me but. It'll be okay. I promise. I miss you by the way it's been a month and no one has seen you. I wanna see you. Take your take though and stay happy

Pansy smiled at the parchment and let her head fall back onto the wall. She wished Draco was here. He was always there when she was crying when she needed someone. But instead, she was crying thinking of when she came back by herself to her room blood on her lips and knuckles.

"Hey, pans?" Pansy sat up and wiped her eyes as Blaise walked in

"Blaise. Is he doing okay?" Pansy sniffled

"He's fine." Blaise chuckled sitting next to pansy who didn't find it funny

"Listen pansy. You just need to calm down come back to class" Blaise smiled as pansy leaned her head on him

"He's right I was being selfish" pansy sniffled

"You weren't being selfish. You were just excited" Blaise put his head on pansy's and spoke softy

"He misses you y'know. He won't say it out loud but he'll turn to talk to you and you aren't there. Just talk I promise it'll be okay" Blaise bit her lip and hugged pansy tightly

"I miss him too" pansy chuckled wiping her nose on a tissue

"Take your time okay." Blaise kissed pansy's forehead and tried to stand when he felt pansy pull him back down

"Hermione sent me a message. And that's nice but I wanna know how things with you and the Weasley have been going" pansy smiled she needed a break from crippling guilt

"Uh well" Blaise blushed and bit his lip

"We've sorta kinda maybe started seeing each other secretly in secluded areas of the school" Blaise blushed

"Aww, I knew you two would make a great pair!" Pansy smiled

"Yeah don't tell anyone though we aren't ready for that" Blaise blushed

"Hm." Pansy smiled

"I think I've taken enough time" pansy smiled helping Blaise up who took her hand with a bright smile plastered on his face

"Alright then let's go" Blaise smiled and held onto pansy's hand and guided her out of the room

"Where are we going?" Pansy asked searching around for any signs of Draco

"Well I mean its dinner so I guess dinner" Blaise smiled the two talked along the way about Ron and how the two ended up getting into secret a relationship. they walked into the great hall and they all turned to look at, pansy

"What the fuck are you guys looking at" Blaise and Pansy jumped at Draco's voice and let him walk by as the hall began to murmur away again. Pansy took a deep breath before pulling Draco in for a hug

"Can I please talk to you" she whispered. Draco nodded slightly and let himself be lead outside of the great hall. Blaise smiled at them as the doors closed than he turned to look at Ron and winked stepping away from all the tables to a secret corridor where the two would often meet up

"I'll see you guys later I need to whizz" Ron tried Hermione arched an eyebrow slightly looking over to the draped wall Ron would often disappear behind

"Alright see ya" Harry sighed focused on coping homework from Dean.

"Harry" Hermione laughed kicking Harry softly as he shrugged and winked at Hermione. Meanwhile pansy stood in front of Draco eyes watering and words catching in her throat

"Draco i-" pansy sighed

"Don't apologize" Draco frowned. They both stood in silence until pansy punched Draco in the stomach. Draco groaned and punched pansy in the face. They both fell to the floor laughing and hitting each other without hesitation after a few minutes they were both on the ground panting heavily and laughing uncontrollably

"I missed you darling" Pansy sighed

"I missed you to doll" Draco giggled then he frowned

"I won't apologize for what I did," Draco said

"I won't either" pansy laid her head onto Dracos shoulder

"Can it go back like it was before?" Pansy asked softy

"No." Draco stared up ahead

"It'll be better" the two sat there for a second before Draco stood and extended a hand towards Pansy

"Come on I'm starving" Draco sighed they both walked in faces stone because they still had a front to put on but they held onto each other. They walked over to the Gryffindor table with bored expressions

"Did you hear about Blaise and the weasel?' Draco murmured as they walked by a couple of Ravenclaws who scooted away from them

"Yeah, adorable" pansy smiled. They arrived at the Gryffindor table and peered at the two sitting there

"Hey potter" Draco blushed

"Oh! Erm Malfoy you can call ma Harry you know?" Harry smiled Draco looked away eyes twitching with excitement nit that Harry knew that

"Hey, Hermione not gonna greet me?" Pansy smiled Hermione's head shot up and she smiled

"Pansy!" She smiled excitedly and ran up to hug her

"Ah sorry" she stammered pushing away from the taller girl

"It's okay. Still wanna go on that hangout?" Pansy smiled

"Absolutely"