Love

Two;

December 22, 2014 

 I wish I had wrote to you yesterday. But I couldn't due to Christmas Shopping for Mom's friends. I also bought a little something for you and Mom. I secretly took my pocket money to buy you two something. Look forward to it brother. Today, we'll light up our Christmas tree. Mom has friends coming over, that was why she was in such a hurry to buy presents. She said she wanted it to be as 'Christmassy' as ever in our house. Anyways, how are you there?

  I called you yesterday in the hospital, but the nurse answered instead and told me that you weren't there. Where were you? You have to rest, don't rome around so much. Though, I can understand that it gets pretty boring. Let's meetup at Christmas Eve. At the park? I'll bring Mom! Just like I said, we'll watch the light show, light up firecrackers, and pray for dad... Christmas is the best, Brother. Because you're in it. And mom is too.

  I've been hesitating to tell you something. Recently, it was Winter Break. But the day before it was the break, someone said - a boy, the he liked me. I asked I would like him too, but I don't know him. He said he would like to start off as friends, but I don't know what 'friends' are. What should I do, brother? My idea of fun is watching fireworks with you. He recently called me, and said that he got my number from the class record. He didn't mean to look at mine specifically, he wanted to know his friends' number an accidentally saw mine. 

  We talked about things, but he mostly did the talking. I enjoyed having topics with him. We started off with books, since I was reading a book. I loved this book very much. He said he read it too. But never got to finish it, since he was too busy with basketball. He recently was a player for the Champions for the school versus other schools. I didn't pay much attention to school events as such, even like the big ones about basketballs, so I didn't know. He said it was okay, and if I would like, I could watch him play this saturday.

   I'm really nerveous brother. What should I wear? What should I look like? If I see him in person, what will I say? I've never thought I about these things, because it wasn't necessary. Help me, Brother. I don't know what'll spin through my head.

  Sleep well.

Love always,
Mae.