Unexpected

Dear best friend,

I miss you. I miss us. I miss the memories we shared. Everything with you was simple. Until it wasn't. I don't know what happened but with a blink of an eye it was all gone. I wish I would've known it would happen I would have tried harder loved you deeper but the truth is I don't think either of us knew and that's what hurts most, I want to blame you for all of this but how can I when neither of us could predict your emotions. The problem is that I don't think I can stop loving you and it still just doesn't seem real, I won't lie. I hope and wait for one day for you to come back around be, at least my friend but I know damn well I can't be that without wanting more cause I love you. You understood me, you wanted me, you loved me for me, and I couldn't have asked for a better best friend in my life, thank you.