Fake Feelings ( A My Inner Demons X OC Story )

❦ Chapter ➀➀ : Gentle Feeling

 I jumped out for her

Alexandra's POV

❖As soon as I jump I feel arms grabbing onto me , I look up and see Rhys , Asch , Pierce , and Noi holding onto me with worried faces . Then I remembered I was in the real world , there's no sense in punishing your future for your past mistakes . I climb up back up through the window . "What were you thinking you could've died !" Asch screamed at me angrily . "Are you alright"Pierce asked holding my shoulders . "Mrs.Alex don't ever do that again " Rhys said with teary eyes , and Noi just stared scared and worriedly at me .

❖ "Sorry I kinda just forgot " I say with a simple sad smile ignoring the fact that I could've almost just died . "How could you forget that!" Asch screamed looking at me with a worried face . "That isn't normal , are you fine?"Pierce asked.

❖My eyes widen with a sad look "I'd rather not answer that"I say with my head low . "Why?"Pierce said . "How about we go look for Ava instead?"I say trying to avoid the question . "Your doing it again"Rhys said . "Huh?" I said looking at him with a confused look . "Your avoiding a question again" I stop, why does he have to be smart when it comes to this.

❖I sigh "I'm gonna go look for Ava you can come or you can stay here doing whatever you want to do"I say walking out of the house the guys agree to go with me I told them to use the elevator while I go through the stairs I waited for them for a while but decided to leave since I thought they decided to stay cause I waited for like 15 minutes and I just wanted to see if Ava was fine.

❖After half an hour of trying to look for Ava she texted me that she was at home and that she found the guys were stuck on the elevator , no wonder they never got down , I laugh , She texts me again "Are you fine Alex?" I responded with a "No" I know she'll understand . "I'll walk for a bit then i'll go back home " I put my phone back and started to walk to nowhere really . I just wanted to walk for a while breath in and out. 

❖After a while I decided to go back home Ava was near the door in the floor sleeping , I didn't see any of the guys so I guess they went back to their rooms in the wall . I pick Ava up and lay her in her bed I then head to my bedroom and lay down I close my eyes. But then my back pokes me I stretch my hand to where my sword normally is and feel Leifs swords instead . I jump , wait if I have Leif's swords then were is mine!?

❖My first thought was Leif took it, but when did he take it? I jump out of bed and out of my room and into the portal which feels weird to go through . It was my first time here I knew it was here but never really went in so I didn't know where anything was but it looked very beautiful . I walked into a random room it was kinda dark but their was a bed I got near it and I saw Pierce sleeping I didn't want to disturb him so I slowly turned around and tried to walk out but then I feel him pulling me in and pinning me to his bed with his sword to my neck . "Alex?"he called out backing away with widen eyes . I rub my neck where he had pressed his sword "That hurt you know?"I say sitting up . 

❖"What are you doing here?"he asked . "Oh I was looking for something "I say looking away from him blushing , I just noticed he was shirtless . "Why are you averting your eyes from me ?"he asked . "Nothing, i'm sorry for disturbing your sleep" I was getting out of his bed but before I could even put one foot down before he asked "Why did you jump out of the window?"I stop , WHY!! , "Why do you want to know?" I say looking at him straight in the eyes . "You could've almost died I wanna know your motives?" , I don't know i've never trusted anyone with what happened to me other then my new parents and Ava . "Why should I trust you ?" I say turning all my body towards him . "It's okay if you don't want to tell me then " he pats my head , their different from what I thought every men would be like they care about what I choose . 

❖"Thank you"I say hugging him . He tensed up to my touch "Why?"he asked "For caring and for your kindness" he tensed up more like he remembered something he didn't want to remember , I know that feeling way too good ."It's alright" I tell him , he looked surprised "How did you know what I was thinking" he asked "I'm going by my own experience"I could tell he was looking at me with a sad face he then holds me closer to him , he was warm and his gentle touch was so comforting no one ever had shown me such comfort other then my friend Lily . I wanted this to last "Can we stay like this?" . "Yes"is all he said and we both fell asleep together .

To Be Continued ↬