BF scenarios

Grey Yandere x Innocent reader

This is like a journal entry/ song lyric thing

Something lately drives me crazy
Has to do with how you make me

Greys perspective

Y/n has been hanging with their friends more and more, I hate seeing how much fun their having without me. I've loved them ever sense the first day we've met, they've always been my friend, But I wish they'd know how I truly feel, and how much it hurts me so to see them having so much damn fun with they're friends.

Struggle to get your attention
Calling you brings apprehension

I've been trying to get their attention lately, but they keep brushing me off. They usually say they promised so and so to do this or that, or they have to study, or they have more important matters at hand. BUT WHAT ABOUT ME?! I thought I was important to them! I wish they would only focus on me, like they used to when we were younger, more care free spirits.
I wish I wasn't some toy to them, something they can simply play with and then throw away when they've gotten sick of it.

Texts from you and sex from you
Are things that are not so uncommon

They continue to text me like normal, but usually when something isn't going their way. I get so happy when they text me like normal, it makes me feel like they only care about me AND ME ONLY. I hope they continue texting so I don't have to take drastic measures, I've done it before when one of her friends were playing a joke on them.

Let's just say that friend hasn't been seen for about a month now, Y/n still brings them up, but I usually ignore it and get on with the day. If their really sad though I listen, because I know if I do the first thing they'd want is a nice talk, a long hug, and if I'm lucky a small kiss.. bit only on the cheek of course... sense they already have a partner..

Flirt with you you're all about it
Tell me why I feel unwanted?

The thing is, even if Y/n has a partner they still tend to flirt with me. Maybe for fun some might say, but I think they're trying to tell me something. Maybe their 'partner' isn't really their type, and they've realized that I'm their true lover. That may be it!

But.. on the other hand the way they portray all of this makes me feel like their doing it as a joke. Like their saying they don't care about me, and the only reason they flirt is, because I don't have someone to call my own yet.. but that can't be, they wouldn't do anything like that just to try and hurt me. Their my friend, they care for me just like I do for them, so they cant possibly be doing this to taunt me. Right?

Damn, if you didn't want me back
Why'd you have to act like that?

I've tried asking if they liked me, hoping to get a simple yes sense I know they love me too. They said, they liked me as a friend with that sweet little smile on their face. My heart sank, as I felt tears build up in my eyes and rage build up in my soul. Not towards Y/n of course, but towards that scumbag who brain washed Y/n into thinking they loved them.

The sadness was towards Y/n though, I thought they loved me, why would they say such a thing? They should know who their true partner is! It's me! Not that waste of space they call a partner, I bet that so called 'partner' doesn't even know anything about Y/n! Like their favorite color, food, animal.
They probably don't even know that Y/n and me hooked up at one point, of course it was after they were emotional and needed my support, but it still counts! That's another thing, we had a thing going on, we used to do lots of couple like things together, but now all they do is play with my feelings!..