K-pop sad/sick oneshots

I'm sorry {ChanBinHo}⚠️

Ship: ChanBinHo{Minho x Chan and Changbin}
Setting: Their house
Prompt:
Minho is very depressed and suicidal and attempts suicide.
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Minho POV:
Everyone hates me. I'm ugly, can't dance, my vocals are terrible and I keep getting all this hate for being "fat". If I'm honest I am fat. I am a disgusting pig!

My arms and thighs are covered in cuts and scars. My brain is over run with the thoughts of "would they be happy if I was gone?". I already know the answer, They would be so happy they wouldn't have to deal with me anymore.

I go into the living room and get a pen and some paper. I see Changbin and Chan in the living room talk and laughing. Once they see me they stop and look at me. "Have you been crying, baby?" Chan said. The answer was "yes" I have been crying. But I don't tell them that. "No, I was cutting onions in the kitchen and one got in my eye." I said.

They hate me. I know deep down they want me gone. "Make them happy and just die!" The voice screams in my head. I run upstairs into my room and shut and lock the door. I sit down at my desk and start writing a note. I cry as I write it but I cry tears of happiness. "I will finally be gone, I will be happy." I say in my head.

I put the note on my bed and get a rope from under my bed. I tie the rope to something on the ceiling. I get a small chair and put it under the rope. I go and unlock the door so it will be easier for people to find me when I'm gone. I go and step on the chair and tie the rope around my neck.

I jump. I jump from the chair. I couldn't breath but I didn't try to fight it. Then I lost consciousness.

Chan POV:
I was going to see if Minho was okay. He ran off without any explanation. He also hasn't been acting himself lately so I'm worried about him.

I walked into to his room. When I opened the door I seen his body hanging. I was shocked. I immediately ran to him and lifted his body up to stop him from choking so he could get air. "CHANGBIN!!!!!" I screamed.

He ran into the room and seen what was happening. He ran and untied the rope from Minho's neck. He helped me lay Minho down on the floor.

"Baby!!! Baby, wake up!!!!" I was shaking him but he wouldn't answer me. Both me and Changbin started crying. "Call 911!!!!!" I screamed. Changbin immediately got his phone out and called 911.

I checked to see if Minho was breathing. "No! No! No! He isn't breathing!!!!!" I yelled. I started giving him CPR.

"It's going to take the ambulance at least 5 minutes." Changbin said. I tilt Minho's head back and blow air into his mouth then I started CPR again.

I checked to see if he was breathing again. Finally!! He is breathing! He is barely breathing but at least he is breathing. I move him into my lap and put his head on my chest while stroke his hair. I was crying so hard. "Why would you do this to yourself, baby?" I whispered.

The paramedics rush into the room and come to Minho. They put an oxygen mask on him. "What happened?" One paramedic said. "He tried to kill himself." I replied.

They put Minho on a stretcher and bring him to the ambulance and we follow them to the hospital in my car.
*TIME SKIP* *AT HOSPITAL*

Minho POV:
I won't up in a small hospital room. I was confused until I realized what had happened. "You couldn't even kill yourself properly!!!" A voice screamed in my head. I started crying.

I heard the door open and a doctor and some lady came into the room. I raised my hand to wipe my tears and realized I was wearing hospital clothes and not my own.

"How are you feel?" The doctor said. I looked at him and said "Leave me alone!"
The doctor looked at the lady in the room and she came to me and said "I know what your feeling right now. I want to help you."

"I'm not something that needs help!!" I said a little too loudly. I was getting mad because I don't like people treating me like a child. I'm 22 fucking years old. I don't like people talking to me like this. They don't know what I am feeling. They are just people that want the title of "helping a suicidal person" but it's not going to happen.

"Calm down" she said calmly. "What happened? Why do you want to commit suicide?" She asked. I'm not answering to dumbass questions. "Leave me alone. I'm not talking to you" i said. She looked around the room and then back to me and said "Would you talk to your boyfriends?"

"They hate me. They wouldn't want to talk to me." I said while looking down at my hands. "Sweetie, Your going to understand soon that people care about you and love you." She said.

"That's not what they say." I said. She looked at me confused. "Who says that?" I look around then back at my hands. "The voices"

Changbin POV:
It's been 2 hours since Minho was brought into the hospital. I'm worried about him. When I seen him hanging from the ceiling, I was so fucking scared. I love him too fucking much for anything bad to happen to him.

A lady comes to us and says "Your here for Lee Minho?" Me and Chan nod our heads and I asked "Is he okay?!" She sat down beside us and said "He won't talk to me. Can y'all try to talk to him?"

"Of Course we will." Chan says. We go into the room that Minho was in and he was laying in a hospital bed. He had a bruise around his neck. He looks at us as we walk into the room. The lady didn't come in the room with us.

We went to Minho and both hugged him. "I love you" Me and Chan said at the same time. We stopped hugging him and looked at him. He started crying. "Baby, Why are you Crying?" I asked.

"I'm so stupid!!! I'm sorry!" He said.

I'm sorry this was so sad! I hope I didn't offend anyone and I understand how serious suicidal thoughts and suicide is.

Goodbye...