What is this? No tears,no cries,no screams yet an emptiness inside,what is this hollowness...madness denied?
And so Ana woke up the very next day surprised in the most bipolar of ways,is happiness a joyous curse whereas sadness an empty sea?
"Ana!Ana!"-shouted Amy,"You okay bro?"she inquired."Y-yeah I- I am,"not knowing what else to say she nodded.
And so the happy paper hid all the emptiness in her skin with nobody noticing the empty blankness in that hollow white smile
Nobody but one.Bugzy bunny.
Amy knew that something was wrong,afterall she could read those blank pages with some sort of a skill,a skill not everyone possessed,the skill of love,empathy and compassion.
"I think I'm going to go to the girl's washroom in the corridor now,you wait here I'll be right back,"bluffed Amy.
"O-okay,"Ana nodded along."Oh and by the way goodmorning,"said Amy and BOOM she didnt even have to hide behind the door to figure out what's wrong-Ana just burst into tears.
"Heyyy what happened bro I'm here for you dont worry im sorry if I said something that offended you," said Amy."N-no no you ugh didnt say anything mean I just-" "you what-?"said Amy."I just-nobody has ever talked to me like that- nobody's ever said goodmorning to me,"said Ana..."I uh- I'm just weird I'm sorry I uh I don't know I just I'm weird I don't know I feel like I'm not who I am or maybe I dont know who I am or why I am who I am I'm just-"she starts crying even badly now with uncontrollable tears flowing down her eyes.
Amy hugs Ana and for one moment she felt like all the burdens were lifted off her chest,her heart felt lighter,her feelings filled with love and her empty parts filled with compassion.Her galaxies filled with bright stars again or to say once in forever.
"We-we should get going for class now,"says Ana."Yeah you're right paper we need to be going,"agrees Amy.
Soon enough both of them leave for class.
All the classes go fine but oh no now comes math,the thing Ana hates the most in school,the thing she sucks most at,the thing shes most "Ana" at according to herself.The teacher explains the main topic and all the class is told to solve the exercise by themselves.
Ana stares blank at her copy not knowing what to do."Hey bro why ain't you doing anything?"asks Amy."I-I I uh I zoned out I'm sorry I just c-cant help it,"says Amy."Worry no more happy paper,I'm gonna fill in all the blank spaces,"and oh both of them didnt know how true this was gonna be.
Of how sometimes we utter out our own fate without even realising it,without even realising how beautiful memories to be,become broken tears that are shed later on and how tears lead to beautifully knitted memories.
"So this is how you do it"-and so the blank spaces start to fill,and school goes great having somebody to talk to to and help,but what would happen if that somebody left?
Who would fill in the blanks then? Who would help her write? Who would explain her stuff? Who will explain her life? Who would get her through it?
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The Abode Of Thy Heart
General FictionAna a highschool student soon moves to boarding school,as she leaves she finds a new start with her new bestfriend Amy,but does she leave the past behind?No.What was the past?Nobody knows but soon will as I,I death tell you her tale,tell you your ta...
