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angel dust x depressed reader (kinda)

'so i smile and act as if nothing is wrong'

'because they will worry'

'aren't you happy that im happy'

'good i want it that way'

'im not sad'

'im not lonely'

these are your thoughts that is until your boyfriend left one of the only things keeping you alive left. you thought that he loved you but now you cant even get out of bed cant eat,cant sleep ,cant move you stay there completely silent not asleep awake alone in an empty bed you wanted to cry but in fear that someone would hear you ,you didn't  even though every one has tried to help you ,even husk 

but nothing worked 

so you laid there

alone

cold 

and sad 

you thought about your family and your whole life so you wrote a note

'dear mother and father ,friends and family 

before I start I would like to say this is a suicide note this is also a note to help me get over my depression and get somethings off my chest  once and for and for all first of all i would like to thank my mother and father for being there always I bet your in heaven right now I hope your happy no matter what I decide for my future, as for my friends  vaggie,charlie ,husk,nifty ,angel and alastor you all mean the world to me I couldn't ask for better friends I hope you all continue on without me this is not your fault  its no ones except my own I hope you continue on with a smile on your face ,as for my ex boyfriend  , I hope you have a great rest of life in hell you were someone I could always lean on and I could count on that is until you left me ....

good bye 

love (Y/N)~' 

you stapled it on your door and walked out onto your balcony you busted the door knob from the outside but it was a sliding glass door you sat on the railing thinking about your last words until your door was kicked down with the note in hand angel and alastor standing there looking at you as you pushed yourself off the railing but you were caught by alastors gloved hand as he hung on to you you were slipping slowly as he tried to pull you up 

"al let me go..."

"you dont have to do this"he added another hand and tried to pull you up more

"please"you put a hand on his cheek "let go"he gripped your hand tighter you were simply hanging there not using any strain a tear rolling down your cheek 

"NOT ON MY WATCH SHORTIE"angel added his hands to the situation and pulling you up easily and pulling you into a tight hug tears still rolling down your face angel berried your face in his fluff  you whimpers were muffled by his fluff after he pulled away you told them everything witch angel responded by cocking his gun and ran out the door threatening to shoot up your ex boyfriends house 

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okay hope you liked it this was also a vent Ive been struggling lately anyway thanks for reading