The Journal- Ateez Seonghwa ff-

Chapter One

A sigh leaves my lips as I close my journal and put it in my bag, starting to get ready to go to bed.

My journal isn't a normal journal where you take notes on stuff for school or a diary where you write about your day.

My journal is what you would call a smut journal, where I write all my sexual wishes, pleasures, and desires.

I write in this journal to help with the feelings I get, it helps me fulfill them as I know that no one may ever be able to fulfill them.

I write about two or three logs a day and include pictures of me in lingerie or showing skin, to add to the affect of it.

This whole thing started after I had started getting these feelings and didn't know how to fulfill them.

Until I came across a blog a girl did about how she was having the same feeling and decided to write all her desires and stuff into a journal and how she would include pictures as well.

I then started my own, and so far its helped a lot, and I've been doing it ever since.

After I put it safely in my bag, I go and lay down in my bed and pull out my phone to watch some videos before I go to sleep.

1 HOUR LATER...

about an hour later I start to feel my eyes closing and put my phone on my nightstand before turning over and going to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING...

beep beep beep

I groan as I hear my alarm go off for the seventh time telling me to get up for school.

I throw my arm out to the side in attempt to grab my phone from the nightstand, but instead end up falling off the bed.

"Ugghhh fuck my life" I groan as I get up from where I fell. I grab my phone off of the nightstand and shut off my alarm.

I then stretch a little and get up to get ready all ready knowing that I'll be late for school.

I first take a quick shower before getting out to go get some clothes.

As I get out of the shower and open the door of my room I scream in shock as I see a boy sitting on my bed.

"JUNG WOOYOUNG WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM AND HOW DID YOU GET IN!!!" I yell at the boy, making him jump and fall off the bed.

"Jesus, you scared me. But anyways to answer your questions, one you gave me a spare key to your house and two I figured you'd need a ride to school and yeah." He says chuckling at my shocked expression.

After I calm down I go into my closet to pick an outfit for the day. I decided to pick out a simple skirt with a hoodie to go with it.

I then walk out of the closet and see Wooyoung sitting on my bed and playing on his phone.

I roll my eyes at him and go to do some light makeup to make me look less like a rat.