The Journal- Ateez Seonghwa ff-

Chapter Three

Me and Yuna both walked into the club and started making our way to the back, where Hongjoong had said they were.

We get to the back of the club and look for the boys' table.

"HEY Y/N!!!" I turn my head in the direction of the voice to see Wooyoung standing on top of a table waving his arms in the air.

I laugh at his behavior knowing that he's not at all drunk, before walking over to them.

Me and Yuna take our seats and start talking to the boys.

"Hey y/n do you like anyone?" San asks suddenly making me stop for a moment.

"Umm I don't know if I do, I'm not very good at figuring that kind of stuff out." I say blushing, and getting strange looks from all of them.

"How do you not know who you like..and why are you blushing if you don't know who you like?" San asked with curious eyes.

I look away quickly before getting up from my seat and going to get a drink ignoring the others protests.

I get to the bar quickly, and sit down in an empty seat before asking for 4 virgin shirley temples because I might have to drive tonight.

A minute later, the bartender serves me my drink. I take the drink and start sipping on it and glancing over to my friends to find them all staring in my direction.

I laugh to myself as I'd gotten to them.
I then turn back and continue sipping on my drink, just as I finish my 2nd one. I feel a light tap on my shoulder and turn around to see Seonghwa standing behind me.

"Hey y/n, can I sit?" I nod in response to his question and he takes a seat next to me before ordering a beer.

I look at him as he sips his beer, admiring how handsome he looks, and how soft his lips look while sipping on his beer.

He glances back at me and I try to look away but am stopped when I accidentally make eye contact that's impossible to let go of.

"Y'know if you're gonna stare just let me know so I can look pretty?" He says making me laugh.

"Was that funny?" He asked and I nodded still laughing and wiping the tear from my eye.

"Well...I gotta question. When you were staring at me what did you stare at the longest? I couldn't tell." He said after I'd stopped laughing.

I quickly took a sip from my drink before looking him in the eye.

"i-i uh was l-looking at y-your umm......................l-l-lips" I say blushing hard and looking away.

Out of the corner of my eye I see a smirk come over his face. He then grabs my chin pulling my face to face him, "then how about you test them put and see how much you like them."

I avert my glance and quickly jump up, run out of the club and sit on a bench outside of it.

"Aahhhhgggg why did I run....I'm such an idiot omfg" I yell into my hands as I  sit on the bench.

I hear someone laugh from beside me and I peep my head put of my hands to see Seonghwa standing there amused.
"If you wanted to kiss me...why'd you run away??" He asks with a smirk.

I look away blushing.

Be confident y/n catch him off guard

I quickly look him back in the eyes before shrugging "I guess, I was afraid that of we kissed it could lead to something more.." I say trailing off.

He shrugs before responding with "I guess that all depends on how well you kiss."

I look at him before rolling my eyes "I'm a great kisser but I guess you'll never find out."

He looks at me with a dark smirk before saying something that pushed over the edge...

"then prove it."

My eyes widen as he says that while walking over to the bench and sitting down.

He starts to lean in but just as our lips are about to connect my phone rings and I quickly jump away to pick it up.

   Incoming Call

     chicken.boi

"Hi sangie what's up?"

"Oh nothing much other than the fact that.. YUNA IS ON THE DAMN TABLE STRIPPING AND YOU'RE OUTSIDE WITH FUCKING SEONGHWA DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT!!!"

My eyes widen at his sudden shouting and what he's shouting about. I quickly run inside to see my best friend on top of the table stripping while the boys are trying to talk her out of it.

I laugh at the sight before running to get her, knowing exactly what gets her attention when shes drunk. "HEY YUNA!!! KIM TAEHYUNG IS OUTSIDE ON HIS MOTORCYCLE SAYING HE WANTS YOU AND HES SHIRTLESS!!" She suddenly looks at me before running out the front door.

The boys all look at me with various looks before I say my goodbye and walk outside to take Yuna home.

Once I walk outside I see Yuna crying on the sidewalk saying that 'TaeTae didn't come for her' I walk over to her and pat her back to comfort her before telling her its time to go home and watch kdramas while eating ice cream.

She quickly nods before getting in the car and buckling up, I get in the car after and pull out of the parking lot, taking McDrunky to my house.

                
Seonghwa pov

A few minutes after y/n and yuna left me and the boys decided to leave.

I head out of the club and hop into my car before driving home.

10 minutes later....

About 10 minutes later I arrive at my house before getting out and unlocking my door.

I take off my shoes and put on my slippers before walking in and going up to my room.

I walk into my room and quickly change into a white tshirt and some grey sweatpants.

After I change I sit on my bed and think about what I should do, just as I remember something from earlier.

I go into my backpack and take out the light blue journal before opening the first page, my eyes widening in shock at the words and pictures.

4/15

I've always wanted a guy to tie my hands up restricting my movements while he's pleasuring me.

I stare at the page wondering if the rest of the journal can get worse or better than it is.

Ya its the author hope you enjoy!!!

Good night🖤🖤