BETTY
Over the next two to three months, Jug and I became close friends.
We would talk about everything with each other, even though it was clear, that we both were developing feelings for each other.
Everyone knew, just not me and Jug. I have been thinking, that my admiration is of no return.
There were moments, where we were definitely more than friends.
Like, when our hands touch slightly, or one of us pulls the other one up and our faces are inches apart. That was when I would be feeling a special tension in my bones. Just Jug makes me feel that way. Like I'm full, completed, not empty anymore.
It was hard for me to watch how other pretty girls adore him, like they sent him cards on Valentines Day, or flowers. Jug is one of the most popular guys in Yale, I would dare to say.
I mean, he didn't do anything for that, he is not friends with the popular guys, he isn't bossy or sassy, he isn't in the open often.
It's just because of how he looks. Jug is extremely stunning, not just for me. Even in our Yale uniform, he looks amazing.
I just wish he would see me the way I see him.
JUGHEAD
Betty and I have been becoming closer over the past two or three months. My "plan" is working, so I can finally decide what I really want from her.
Arch and I have been talking over the phone a lot. He has been giving me advices and I even told him my decision about Betty.
I want her to be mine, not just for one night. I want Betty Cooper to be my girlfriend.
Arch has been telling me to give her hints of my attraction to her.
Like staring at her with heart eyes. That isn't something I would need to think of, because I'm doing it even without Archies advice.
Betty is too beautiful to not stare at her.
There were this moments of closeness, where I couldn't behave myself. Like when I accidentally touched her hand with mine. Or when I pulled her face close to mine when I help her stand up. It wasn't an accident, it was me trying to be close to Betty. She doesn't know that, she thinks it was an accident, even though it wasn't.
If I shoot my shot now and Betty doesn't like me back, I'll be ruined. I will lose my girl best friend and every chance to get with my dream girl.
There are other problems, that don't directly involve Betty. Like the girls that are obsessed with me. It's creepy and annoying.
The worst one is still Donna, the girl I keep meeting in the hallway, where I first met her.
I know, Donna is just waiting there for me, to bump into me and say innocently "Oh, what a coincidence we meet at the same spot as we first met!".
I keep ignoring her, but she keeps following me.
I saw Bettys expression as Donna came up to me in the hallway once. She looked annoyed, or hurt. My fantasy is telling me that was jealousy, but that can't be true, she has no reason to be jealous.
