Love, hate, depression, sadness

The Truth

How about telling me the truth about the way you feel about me and what you feel?

You promised something to me, so don't do anything different. I want to forget you, I want to forget what I feel. 

I want to hate you, I want to hate you so bad it hurts.

But your kisses make me react differently. I'm supposed to hate you, but I love you, I shouldn't be able to look into your eyes but I love the shade of blue. I love those sparkles when I'm close to you, maybe it's just something I made up but I really want to see them, I want to see you next to me.

I want to keep waking up beside you.

I want to drink wine with you and end up in bed. 

I would do anything just to be with you still.