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"i....hate....you!" anthony screamed between throwing different objects at jaden. "anthony what the fuck!" jaden screamed dodging the objects that his boyfriend was throwing at him. he had just walked back into the house and ant just started cussing him out and throwing things at him, which he never really did before.
"anthony stop!" josh said grabbing anthony and taking the glass bottle that ant was about to throw. "i fucking hate him!" ant screamed before wrapping into josh's hold. "what did he do ant?" josh asked while still holding anthony. "he cheated on me." anthony started to cry making josh's shirt wet with tears. jaden stood still biting his lip looking at his crying boyfriend and earning a death glare from josh.
"with who ant?" josh asked the boy while rubbing his back. "mads." ant replied crying harder and wrapping around josh tighter than he did before. "how did you find out." jaden finally spoke with his head down. anthony looked up and walked away from josh making his way into the kitchen. "so its true?!" the boy yelled throwing a pot at his boyfriend. "anthony what did you expect we've been together for 3 months and haven't even had sex. i miss sex anthony!" "you could've waited for me jaden it's not that hard what did you get out of cheating jay?!"
"pussy, sex, things that she could gave me that you couldn't and wouldn't!" "jaden what the fuck." josh said turning to look at his best friend. anthony had already ran upstairs and ran into his room. he cried until he fell asleep.
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Jaden's pov:
i know im a bad boyfriend but it was a mistake it's not like people doesn't make mistakes. i went in anthony's room and sat down beside him he was still asleep and i could tell that he was crying. he was crying because of me. i can't treat him right. i didn't wait for him. i cheated. im just a horrible person in general.
i shook him lightly just enough to wake him up but not enough to scare him to death. "hi bub." i said when he opened his eyes. "hi, i just had the worst dream." "it wasn't a dream baby." "wow, so you really cheated huh." "im sorry bub. i love you so much and i would never do anything like that again. i don't know, i wasn't myself and I'm really sorry. i realized how much i hurt you and if i knew i would hurt you this much i would've never done it." my eyes started to burn and i realized i was crying, hard. "i accept your apology jay." "no dont." "huh?" he looked at me confused.
"i love you so much but i have to let you go, you can't keep forgiving me every time i fuck up especially if it was my choice, i want you to let me go and find better, you deserve better than me ant. please let me go i love you enough to let you go because i know you can do better. "jay-" "bye bub." I kissed his forehead and headed to the door. "jay, we live in the same house where are you going." "im leaving ant. you can't do better without me if im still in sway." "no you can't leave because of me." i walked out the door and went to my room to get my things.
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"jaden babe are you ready?" "yeah mads here i come!" i yelled and jumped in the car as we made our way to the sway house. i walked inside with mads hand in mine. "hey bro." Bryce said running towards me pulling me into a hug. "guys jaden and mads is here." some of the boys came and pulled me into a group hug. "hey bro." i heard a voice say behind me. i turned to see anthony and josh walking down the stairs. anthony and josh pulled me into a hug.
after we broke apart josh held onto ants shoulder. "baby ill be right back." he said pulling ant into a kiss and heading over to nessa. "hey ant?" i said when Josh walked away. "yeah?" "you did better, im happy for you." i pulled him into a tight hug. "thanks im happy for you and mads i guess." "come on ant don't say it like that." "no seriously im happy, that's so much better than me she can give you what i couldn't im very proud of you jaden." he said walking away to find josh. i couldn't be mad about how he felt because i knew that i was the cause for it.
