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Joshs pov:
"fuck bryce! go deeper please." i screamed at bryce making him flinch. "no what the fuck. im not about to hurt you josh." "bryce please." "no!" i closed my eyes trying to hide the fact that they were turning dark red from bryce. even though he noticed so he pushed the knife deeper in my skin. "ahh fuck!" i screamed making my voice go deeper and eyes going redder.
i grabbed bryce and pushed him against the wall. "fuck josh come back." he said causing my eyes to turn back to its regular color and me helping him up. "fuck im sorry i couldnt control it." i said holding a hand out to help him.
"i know its alright we still need to work on that for you." he said laughing. "lord help me." i said rolling my eyes sitting back on the bed. "hey i dont think you can say that, especially when you have a demon inside of you." Jaden said standing in the doorway of my bedroom. "I just dont get it like at all."
"what you mean josh?" jaden asked walking up sitting by me and bryce. "why cant i control my inner demon like anthony and neon." "because they both have lovers whos been helping them control it." bryce said looking at me. "bryce i have you and i still cant control it." "thats because were not lovers or in love." so you dont like me in that way?" "thats not what im saying josh-" "so you do like me that way." "ill be right back." jaden said walking backwards out the room.
"im saying i dont want you to force yourself to feel a type of way for me just so you can control your inner demon. when you find the person you really want you'll know, your eyes will turn a color other then red or your natural eye color. dont rush it bub follow your heart." he said kissing my forehead and started walking towards the door.
i wanted to tell him how i really felt about him. how i've been feeling for a while. but hes just gonna think im using him to be able to control my demon. "bryce i like you." i said causing him to stop walking and turn around. "josh-" "no i mean it this isnt just for an demon this is how i feel. ive always liked but your my bestfriend i thought it would be weird but i do like you...like alot." i said causing him to turn around and kiss me. when he pulled away i coukd feel myself beaming but he was smiling so hard. "what is it something on my face?" "no josh your eyes are purple." he said laughing before kissing me again.
