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Alejandro's POV
i burst into the bathroom and sat down by the bathtub. "mattia!" i screamed trying to wake him up. the boys ran inside behind me "oh my god." kairi whispered "hes not breathing yall hes not breathing get help somebody!" i yelled. while the boys went to get help I pulled mattia out of the tub and laid holding him on the bathroom floor. "wake up please, i need you." "ale shh im up."
"mattia?" "yeah who else dumbass."
i woke up and looked next to me. "goodmorning to you also." mattia said laughing. "i heard you saying my name, wet dream?" "no." "the nightmares again ale?" "yeah." "ale you know me im not going to do that again. i got my help im better and happier now. i even have you why wouldn't i be happy." "mattia you almost died, why didnt you talk to anyone about how you was feeling?" "i had nobody, at least that's how I felt. i didn't think anybody would care about how i felt because they only saw the happy me. but im okay now i promise. get up dummy we have to get going or were gonna be late for school.
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we were all sitting in the cafeteria talking and mattia was sitting being quiet. then he got up and walked out of the lunch room. of course i followed. i had watched as he walked into a room and waited to look into the glass window. he was talking to a lady and then i noticed he started to cry. i stayed a little longer but soon again made my way back to the cafeteria.
not to long after me mattia came back smiling and sat down. "so party at my house tonight?" he said poking his salad with a fork. "bet we'll be there." alvaro told mattia, the other boys agreeing. "good ill see you all there then." mattia got up and threw his stuff away walking out if the cafeteria and going to class .
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it was almost the whole school at mattia's party. they all knew what happened to mattia and what he had did in the bathroom but he cleared up that he didnt want anyone to start treating him any differently than they did before because he was just the same ole mattia and didnt like the attention. which didnt make sense because he loves attention.
i was drinking and looking for mattia at the same time. i looked for him outside, the basement, the bedrooms and I couldn't find him anywhere. i was starting to get worried asking everybody did they see where he had went and they kept saying no. then i ran to the bathroom he wasnt in the so i ran in the other bathroom. no one had been in there since what mattia had did. he didnt even go in there so it was mostly always closed but never locked... i twisted the door and it wouldn't open i started to bang on it and it still didnt open.
"Open the door!" i screamed still trying to unlock the door. i backed up and slammed into the door causing it to fly open. "what the fuck?!" Bryce yelled turning to look at me. "sorry bryce sorry addison continue." i said slowly closing the door i went into the kitchen and saw mattia. i ran up to him and hugged him. "what happened?" he said confused on why I was hugging him so tight. "i love you so much your the best boyfriend ever please dont try to kill yourself again." "i wasnt planning on it." "so i might have followed you out the cafeteria and saw you crying, why?" "i was just happy i finished my therapy ale that's all." he kissed my cheek and dragged me outside. "come on it's not a party for no reason."
