Missing You (Hunhan One Shot)

MY 3

Luhan POV

“H-he’s inside” Tao said with shaking voice.. I can’t figure out what happened, but conclusions are mixing in my mind.

I entered the room, which Tao hyung said. I saw Sehun in the bed lying-down with his eyes closed and not breathing.

Tears falling unstoppable over my face,  I walk towards in the bed where Sehunnah lie-down. I touched his puppy face and sob hard.

“Sehun-ssi, I- I am v-very s-sorry. I w-wont s-see you a-again. M-mian-he”

All I can do now is to sob and hug his dead body.

“w-why y-you le-leave m-me, why?” 

“Sehun-ssi, why? Why ??”

The door opened and I saw Tao in it. He walk towards me and handed me a letter.

“Luhan hyung, for you from Sehun” then he tapped my shoulder and left.

I opened the letter which Sese made for me, I read it..

Dear Luhan hyung, 

  Hyung, I miss you so much. It’s been a month that we don’t see each other again. I understand it because you are very busy to your schedules due to your year now in the university. And oh, you had a new friend.. Xiumin hyung.. as far as I knew, you and him had the same course and also had a same age with him and same interest. Kekeke~  I’m jealous right now hyung. I received your letter and I'm very happy to read it. Hyung when you come back, promise me to buy a dozen of chocolate flavored bubble tea. When you come back, we will do those usual things we do everyday. Mianhaeyo Lu~ge if I didn't told you about me being sick because I dont want you to worry and I want you to focus on your last year here in the university and I also want it to say to you personally, besides I want you Luhan hyung to accompany me in the hospital for my treatment. Thank you for everything Luhannie hyung. Sese is missing you so much.

saranghae Hyung!

Sehunnah

as I end reading his letter I immediately hug Sese's dead body and sob heavily.

"mianhaeyo, mianh-he Sese. Lu-Luhan h-hyung l-loves you. I am so sorry for not attending you these p-past days. I'm s-sorry for being busy. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me the most. Mianhaeyo Sese, mianhae."

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2 years later

5 o'clock in the morning, and the snow starts to fall. As I peek to my window the wind touches the pink Cherry Bloosom leaves and started to fall. 

"It's been 2 years" I whispered to myself while watching the view outside.

After doing my morning rituals, I took my coat and went outside. I was walking in silence where only the wind breeze I can hear. While walking, memories entered in my mind.

"woah! It's winter time! Lu~ge I want to buy hot bubble tea" Sehun bugged me like a child.

"I dont think so, if HOT bubble tea exists. Hahahaha" I said to him and he pouted cutely.

"aissh! Hyung won't buy me a HOT BUBBLE TEA." he retorted and pouted again. Kyeopta.

"hahahaha don't pout like that Sese. You look like Kai's pet hahaha!"

"you mean Jjanggu? that silly fat dog?" he said with his I-REALLY-DONT-BELIEVE-YOU-HYUNG-LOOK

"nae" I nooded sheepishly.

"REALLY!! You're so mean!" he replied and turn his back to me and walks fast

"yah! wait!" I shouted and walk faster than him then I grabbed his hand 

"Hyung just want to say you're cute when you do that pout thingy" I explained to him while we walk in the busy street of Seoul.

"I'm not cute, I'm HANDSOME" he replied and smile devilish.

"Oh, handsome jinja?" I said and smiled back to him menacingly.

"NAE! I AM H-A-N-D-S-O-M-E and this boy (pointing himself) OH SEHUN, standing in front of you is a GOD OF HANDSOME. Arasso?" he said proudly 

"nae.nae.nae" I answered in a teasing tone

"nae.nae.nae" as he mocked my voice. We stared at each other and laugh like an idiot.

I smiled after reminiscing those memories.

I stop as I reach to my destination. "ANGEL'S ASHES" the name of the establishment. I entered inside and bought a boquet of violet tulip flowers. I entered to the elevator and click the 4th floor button. 
After a few walks, I saw the jar of his.

OH SEHUN 

April 12, 1994-*******

I put the boquet and lighted 3 candles. 

"Sese it's been 2 years.... since you left hyung" I said as tears starting to form in my eyes.

"I-I miss y-you..." my voice started to shake.

"I can't b-believe that I w-will talk to you like this. How silly right? You c-can't answer hyung a-anymore" I said and those tears that I tried to hold are falling right now.

"I know that you are happy now......and Hyung are trying to be happy as much as I can" I smiled bitterly like these words taste like a poison in my mouth.

"Do you remember our dreams? That we want to be an idol like TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR?" I said and swept the tears in my cheeks.

"you promise that we will audition together and rise together..." I laughed as I realize that it won't happened forever 

"but I know it won't happen --- but for you, Luhan~hyung granted your wish for the both of us. I auditioned and I passed it Sese! You are very happy right now, arachi?" I ask him like he is only in front of me.

"hyung will work hard to be an idol to make your dream fully granted..." I said as I touch his urn.

* kring kring*

(Yeoboseyo? Is this Lu Han?)

Nae. Luhan speaking

(this is PD-nim, I just want to remind you that we have a photoshoot in Jeju for SM Magazine and we will have our travel in  few hours right now)

okay Mr.PD-nim I will be right there in a few minutes

(okay we will wait for you.. Goodbye)

Annyeong. Kamsahamnida

* toot toot toot *

"Sehunnah, hyung will be leaving right now, arasso?" I asked his jar, even if it don't talk. I smiled at his urn and start to walk away.

As I get outside, I looked to the sky and the snow drops in my face. I close my eyes and whispered..

"we will be together someday Sehun, Luhannie hyung will always be missing you."

🌠 FIN 🌠

Completed: December 20,2014

  

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