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I was sleeping as I felt hands on my thighs "stop Jon" I said trying to turn my body as I felt his tongue on my clit causing me to moan. "Jon I'm sore" I whined pushing on his head some. I finally opened my eyes and looked down underneath the covers as he looked up at me.

"S-seriously stop" I moaned as he went deeper and my eyes rolled back. "Why?" He asked then continued licking my pearl as I bit down on my lip trying not to moan. I didn't know how to feel right now. I moved the blanket from over my body "please move" I said as I got up going to put my clothes on.

"What's wrong with you now?" Jonathan asked irritated as I shook my head. "Nothing I have to get Kaiori from my mothers" I simply said putting on my shirt. "Y/N" Jonathan said as I looked at him "so you gon fuck and duck once again?" He asked.

"Jonathan I have to go get kay, it's not even like that" I said. "So what is it?" He questioned as I shook my head and he chuckled to himself. "It's that other nigga ain't it?" He asked as I looked at him "You caught up now huh?" He asked then shook his head chuckling.

"I hope Yo ass really got an IUD because knowing you, you don't like niggas pulling out" he said as I looked at him. "Tell Roddy I said congrats" he said then laughed some. "I don't even know why I deal with you, you go from one extreme to the next i fucking swear" I said walking out the room. I started going downstairs as Jonathan was walking behind me.

"I don't give a fuck, So do you. One minute you act like you want me next minute you doing this shit you bipolar as fuck" he stated. "THEN STOP FUCKING DEALING WITH ME JON!" I turned and shouted.
"All I did was decline head and say that I had to get kay from my mothers and you blew it up. So you can miss me with that bullshit dead ass" I said trying to find my phone through out the living area.

"I know I do a lot of back and forth, I know I slept with Roddy, I know all this but you my nigga don't take accountability for anything and you continue doing the same stupid shit then claim you still love me" I stated "when you don't get your way you upset, when I break up with you because you clearly wanted to be with someone else you're upset, when I fuck another guy when we're not together you still upset so don't say shit about how I'm acting when you on some bullshit too. The difference between you and I is that i can admit it" I simply stated.

"You don't never ask why I act the way I do. you just ask what's wrong, those are two completely different questions" I said "Aight whatever" he simply said as I grabbed my things and walked out. I went in the car driving over to my mothers house picking up Kaiori then went home.

I fed and placed Kaiori down for a nap as I sat on my bed and automatically started to cry. The day went by as I was just been taking care of Kaiori all day ignoring phone calls. There was a knock on my door as I got up to see who it was.

I peeked out the window seeing Jonathan

 "Yo car in the driveway baby girl!" I heard him say as I sighed and opened the door

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. "Yo car in the driveway baby girl!" I heard him say as I sighed and opened the door. "What?" I simply said looking at him. "Can I come in?" He questioned as I stepped to the side.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry, that shit was fucked up with what I said earlier" he said as I just nodded. "Okay" I said going to go sit on the couch. "I drove all the way over here for you to say okay?!" He questioned. "Dead ass talk to me, you complain about shit but don't want to talk" he said getting defensive then sucked his teeth.

"You get so defensive and so aggressive so fast you don't even let me say what I got to say first" I said as he came and sat next to me on the couch. "This is the shit that makes me want to not talk to you or even deal with you" I said as his face softened.

"So Roddy listens to you that's why you doing all this shit?" He asked as I stood up about to get the door for his because he's being mad annoying. "Bye Jon" I simply stated. "I'm trying to talk to you and you kicking me out for what?" He questioned. "You always got some smart or hurtful shit to say stop bringing up Roddy" I simply said.

"I'm trying to understand why you fucking with him because I know you two still fucking around and I'mma have to beat that nigga ass, you lucky I ain't see his ass yet-" he started off as I was fed the fuck up. "SHUT UP!" I shouted as he stopped talking and looked at me weird. "Damn you just be talking shit and not listening shut the fuck up" I said frustrated getting up and grabbing my phone. "Never mind Get out " I said getting up going in my room.

"Bae" I heard Jon say as I was just sitting on my bed texting on my phone. "Don't call me that shit" I said real irritated. "The fuck I'm supposed to call you?!" He questioned. "Y/N" i simply said not looking at him. "I'm iffy with your ass right now because you hurt me and I'm scared. I said it you can leave now" I simply stated.

"What you scared of?!" He questioned "the fuck you mean Jonathan ?!, you dead ass let a bitch basically talk shit about me and condoned it, threw shit that she said about me back in my face and Had me looking stupid. I'm thoroughly pissed the fuck off and for you to ask why I'm scared you're fucking dumb" I expressed.

"Okay you sound more pissed about an ongoing situation then scared don't pull that scared game shit Y/N that shit corny as fuck. You just don't want to work out shit wimme you never did. You just want dick" he said as i looked at him.

"Jonathan I'm scared because if a bitch can do this to us and we're just boyfriend and girlfriend what can a bitch do if we're married? What and how would you treat me if we were married?!" I questioned as he got quiet.

"I'm in and out because I'm scared you hurt me and just because I don't go on rants on Instagram and be on yo shit cussing you out doesn't mean I'm not hurting Jon" I expressed as tears started coming down my eyes. "I see my father in you and I feel like I'm protected, there's security it's been a longgg time since I ever felt like that and when you allowed her to do what she did it fucking broke me" I explained with tears streaming from my eyes.

"All I asked was for this situation to be handled, you kept saying you're going to handle it, claimed you handled it in messages but never actually handled it because if you did we wouldn't be here right now" I said then got up.

"Y/N" he started off as I shook my head continuing to talk. "The bitch was over there at yo crib watching you Damn there fuck yourself up and fuck with your career like that just for a bag and publicity Ain't no way in hell I'll ever let you do that to yourself , anything could've happened if I didn't show up. I always have your back and you pick and choose when to have mine" I explained looking at him.

"What you got to say now?" I questioned as he just looked at me fixing his stance. "You dead ass kept me here from a trip I could've been relaxing on to clear my mind because of this bullshit... when are we going to stop doing this shit, I'm tired Jon. I kept my mouth closed letting you be the man and dead the shit and now look it's the same shit it's been except worse. I know what I need to work on and my priorities but you don't" I said frustrated.

Jonathan started tearing up some "why come to you about something when all you're going to do is flip it on me, get aggressive and make me feel like shit that's all my sister did through out my childhood...put me in a situation I feel like to this day I can't get out of no matter how much therapy I get and how much I pray. I'm just never going to forget" I said as he looked down.

"What that nigga did to you making you scared too ain't it?" Jon asked as tears fell from my eyes Jonathan came and immediately hugged me as I broke down. Jonathan held me tighter as I cried into his chest. "I'm sorry if I ever hurt you Jon" I apologized as he rubbed my back. "Bae you good mama, don't apologize. Stop crying" he said looking at me and wiping my eyes as he looked as if he was about to cry.

"We need to stop arguing and fighting seriously now,  dead ass mama. I didn't know you were dealing with that still and I'm sorry for hurting you and fucking with your trust. Baby girl I'm sorry" he said repeatedly kissing my head and holding onto me as I cried.

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